She has Nothing but Everything to do with Sex...

CHAPTER 6 : AN INCH AWAY

JUNE POV

Sa totoo lang na shock ako when Jake arrive with Sof, I mean there is nothing wrong pero medyo hindi ako sanay makita si Sof in sweet gesture sa iba, well nasanay ako na mula ng makilala ko siya everytime I see her ako ang ka-sweet-an niya, I know it is just a friendly gesture but I got used to it.

Then they introduce Brent to me and to think si Sof pa pala ang nag-agree, ayokong mapahiya siya kay Brent so I try being nice as much as possible.

Brent is nice, he is so manly yet gentle, He invite me na mag-dinner ng maayos instead spending time sa bar and so I said yes na lang kasi ayokong magka-awkward-an kami ni Sof, magpapaalam sana ako pero wala siya and so pinuntahan ko siya sa washroom, looking at her makes me think na bakit ba niya ako suddenly nireto agad-agad.

I let out a huge air, I hug her back pero mukhang nataranta siya she ask me bakit ako naroon and she even close the door now I get it, she is afraid of how our friendship goes on, naisip ko na much better if in this kind of way we stop that fubu thing, it is hard for her pala.

Nagpaalam na ako sa kaniya na aalis ako and then I kiss her sa noo niya.

Nasa parking lot na kami ni Brent and we decided na sa bahay na lang kami mag-dinner.

I cook our dinner while conversating with him.

"So photographer ka pala"

Brent said.

"Yeah, I actually study in US then flew back here to start this business"

I explained.

"Ako I am a programmer, ako ang namamahala sa system ng company nila Jake"

Sabi niya naman bilang pagpapakilala.

"I see, well that is an interesting job, I mean hindi madali maging techy specially pagdating sa computers"

Sabi ko habang nagpe-prepare ng plate.

"Yeah kinda, anyway, so, still single? Parang ang hirap maniwala na single ka"

Sabi nya while smiling.

" Why? Is my appearance has something to do with my status?"

I seriously asks.

"Of course yes, you are such a pretty and smart woman, no one can turn their back on you"

Paliwanag ni Brent.

"Ahh…okay I will take it as a compliment although people cannot be define as what they look over their chosen status"

Sabi ko naman at napakamot siya ng ulo, a little he is cute when he look stupid.

"Alright, I no mean anything bad sa sinabi ko, I just really trying to compliment you,"

Sabi niya naman.

"Oh siya, tama na iyan, let’s eat"

Sabi ko and so I prepare the table and saka na kami naupo.

"Ikaw? Why single?"

Tanong ko naman.

"Kaka-break lang"

Sagot nya.

"Wow, so you are just looking for a rebound pala"

Sabi ko smirking at him.

"Nope, hindi naman, well let’s just say I want to be okay and I want to open myself for a new start, sana makahanap ng new start"

Sabi niya and he look at me sincerely.

To be honest, he is handsomely cute, very gentleman and honest, I don’t know why but there is still lacking about him, I don’t feel complete.

After dinner, kaonting inum ng wine, nakaupo lang kami sa floor.

"Are you lonely? I mean you okay being alone?"

He asks.

"I am not lonely, it is my preference to be alone and have a company with the people I like"

Sabi ko and so he gets it, yeah I must admit I like him naman although my kulang talaga.

Then our mood becomes hot and steamy, he kisses me and ako naman I did not refuse, I let him do what he wants, I don’t know, maybe I was just trying to find some answers sa hinahanap ko na kulang sa kaniya.

He start kissing my neck while easily striping my clothes, my upper part is all naked, he suck my breast and lick my n*****s, it is rough yet pleasurable.

Then he is now taking off his jeans until his manhood is off the hook, he begin to take off my shorts and panty, then we transfer sa bed, he is now on my top and his shaft is in between my legs, he hold his shaft then gently rubs it to my c**t, pinapainit niya muna ako bago niya ipasok, a little i can feel the tickle coming from it, then he look at me first before he inserted it, wala siyang nakitang pagtutol sa akin and so he easily insert his manhood to my core.

He start thrusting his p***s inside me mahina pabilis ng pabilis, hinawakan niya pa ang dalawang legs ko to widened it more, now he is pumping me hard and faster..

Napapa-moan na ako dahil na rin sa gesture niya, he is so hard and strong, I feel like my whole body is on the move, mas binilisan niya pa ang pag-pump, at ako naman ay napapabuntong hininga na, I want to feel the intensed but the intensed he is giving me is not what I am looking for, I can feel my p***y is not responding kahit my sensation, I am still.....dry..

I don’t know why I am not getting wet by his thrust, pero wala talaga, unti-unti nararamdaman ko na lang ang friction and it is getting rougher and a little bit painful, this.....I knew something is lacking...

"May kulang... kulang pa rin"

I said while looking at him then I hold his shoulder to make him stop.

"I am sorry Brent, it is not working"

Tanging nasabi ko, then I heard a knock on my door,

Nang silipin ko, si...si.. Sof, sobrang nataranta ako, lalo na nang after niya magsalita ay bigla na lang siya umalis, I don’t know but I feel like I want to follow her, and so I came back sa loob and face Brent, nagsuot ako agad ng shorts and shirt ko I fix myself and get a blanket.

"I am so sorry Brent, I can’t do this, you need to go, ako na bahala magayos you can leave now, I am really sorry"

After talking to him nagmadali na akong sundan si Sof, alam ko na sa rooftop ang tungo niya, and when I get there, I can see na napatulala siya sa ganda ng rooftop, the amazing sight of City lights.

Agad akong lumapit sa kaniya and put the blanket sa likod niya.

"You may catch a cold"

Sabi ko.

"It is okay, I actually enjoy the view"

Sabi niya while still staring sa mga buildings

"Ahm...are you okay?"

Tanong ko naman since she doesn’t seem alright, pero she just explain that she just came here since malapit lang ang place ko, pero I am feeling something that isnt really right here.

I am explaining things about me and Brent when she interrupts me nabigla ako nang magsalita siya ulit and cut me from talking.

Saying about the majestic scene here sa rooftop, kita ko naman how she wants to change the topic.

She said na obviously trying to stop me sa sasabihin ko, sa totoo lang, I feel guilt sa ginawa namin ni Brent, I know I shouldn’t Sof and I are friends and it is clear na we are both straight..But something changed...somehow.

I throw another question but then she just looks at me gently and then smiles, although I can feel her sadness.

I buried my eyes on her, I don’t know what to say or what, sa totoo lang kanina ko pa siya gustong yakapin but I cant, she seems really strange tonight.

"Sof—"

I was about to speak pero pinutol niya nanaman ang sasabihin ko just to tell me that words, I am not sure but her words is strikingly get through within me, nang hihina ako sa naririnig ko.

Hindi ko alam pero parang biglang may gumapang na pain sa buong katawan ko, hearing those words from her, a little naiinis ako, she keep pushing me sa iba, pwede niya naman sabihin if ayaw niya na nang set-up namin.

She just walk out on me after niya magsalita, nakakabwisit na ewan and so hinatak ko siya bago niya pa mabuksan ang pinto and I can’t help myself but to kiss her, yes, I am so longing for her lips, this....this completes me..

I kiss her roughly, I don’t know but my emotions is taking over me, gusto ko nang maiyak but I am holding it, sa umpisa she is still shock but later on naramdaman ko nang sumasabay na siya sa halik ko, lalo pa ako ginanahan when she kiss me back the way I am doing it to her.

Then my hand has its own will, traveling down to her waist and tummy, s**t! Her body, I miss it, I must admit I am drooling over her body.

I am now kissing and devouring myself sa leeg niya, sucking and licking her neck to her collarbone, my left hand is squeezing hard her breast, damn that soft mount of her, I really can’t resist.

My right hand is now going down, I am pulling up her skirt and I am forcedfuly inserting my hand until mahawakan ko ang basang p***y niya, sobrang nakakadala ang moan niya while I am playing with her c**t, to be honest I am now wet in my p***y as well na hindi ko naramdaman kay Brent kanina, I am soaking wet inside my jeans, lalo na nang binilisan ko pa ang pag-rub sa p***y niya until she reach the peak and so I am, inside me is hiddenly explode.

After she c*m I can sense na nanghina siya, she rested her head sa shoulder ko which I always love, but suddenly I can hear her silent weeps, she is crying, yeah I get it, parang nagi-guilty ako to what I did, I guessI am being too harsh the way I did it sa kaniya, then I am shock when she said something..

"I want you to be happy"

Sabay nagmadali siyang iniwan ako, then sakay ng elevator, naiwan akong nakatulala na ewan..I don’t really understand why she is doing this to me.

Naguguluhan ako sa nangyayari, I can’t assume na galit s’ya kasi I am having s*x with Brent kasi in the first place she recommend him to me but then hindi ko kaya.

Now she is pushing me away…

Bumalik ako sa unit ko and napaupo na lang ako sa pinto pagpasok ko, naiiyak ako but I don’t know why, I know I am hurt, but I can’t understand bakit ako nasasaktan.

Right now kahit saglit pa lang na nakaalis siya, I am missing her..

I try to call her but she is not answering my call, maybe it is going to be the end, she can no longer do it with me...or be with me…

I think....I must let go as well.