Kabanata 36 I am wearing my wardrobe after I took a shower. I glanced at myself in the mirror while combing my long blonde hair. Humaba na rin pala ito. I bit my lower lip, and surrendered all for this decision. Matagal ko itong pinag-isipan. I took a deep sighed. I am really sorry, Alfred. This is the only choice that I have. I felt so hopeless. My heart is breaking. Pilit kong tinatagan ang loob ko. I hope Bella will look for me. I shut my eyes, please Bella hear me out. Humugot ako nang maraming lakas ng loob bago kumatok sa pinto niya. Ilang segundo bago nito binuksan at napaawang ang labi ko nang halos kakatapos lang nitong maligo. Basa pa ang buhok nito at tanging ang nakabalot na tuwalya lang sa bewang nito ang kanyang suot. Gulat itong tumingin sa akin at kumunot ang noo nang

