“I want to live,” I whispered at Theo habang hinahawakan niya ang kamay ko. “Ate, you will live, I promise.” He said while tears formed in his eyes. “No, Theo. I want to live. I want to get out of this hospital. I want to live outside.” Malungkot na sabi ko at nagulat siya dahil sa sinabi ko. I know it is not what he expected. If I get out of this hospital, it means I am giving up. Pero I cannot stay here in the hospital in my last days. I want to enjoy the breeze, I want to see the sea and look at the sky. I don’t want to be stuck in this boring white room. I want to be free. I want to feel nature in my last moments. I want to enjoy with my daughter. “No,” He sobbed and hugged me. “No, no. I won’t let it. You will stay here and the doctor will help you.” He sobbed at hinaplos ko ang b

