Effusive Desire

CHAPTER 12

KALIA

Hirap akong tumingala matapos maramdaman ang pagdapo ng palad ni Daron sa balikat ko. Kasalukuyan akong naka-upo, at pinahalatang hindi ako umalis at hindi sinaway ang sinabi niya.

Inaantok akong napatitig sa mga mata nito at sa kabuoan ng mukha nito. I abstain my stare on him to my thigh as he put and starts to caress it like he is throbbing. I grasp on my own fist when I heard him chuckle.

May tama na ito sa mukha at bakas pa rin ang mga tuyong dugo sa katawan nito ay nakuha pa rin talaga nitong gumawa ng ganitong serye, nakakaloko, nakakawala sa reyalidad.

“Are you okay?” hindi ko ito kinibo. Dapat siya ang tinatanong niyan dahil siya ang nasa labas.

I should act and make him know I'm here, he did that for each safety but foremost mine and I hate it. Alam niya ang ginawa niya. “Are you?” tugon ko na bahagya pang napatingin sa kaniya bago isinandal ang katawan ko na pinangungunahan ng balikat ko sa upuan.

His rough sigh feel the ambiance. Niluwagan nito ng kaninang nakakatakot na ekspresyon sa mga mata nito at pinalitan ng maluwag na panghinga, hanggang sa isinandal nito ang likuran at marahang napapikit.

“Are you okay, Daron?” mahina at puno ng pangambang tanong ko. I play with my fingers when frets rage in my system.

“Hmmm.. A bit, can you do me a favor?” he witty asked. His natural gazed transmitted into a drug that is addicted on not cutting his stare. Naiilang ako, mas lalo akong napasandal ng magpakawala ito ng malalim at malakas na hininga.

“Later, can we go home now?” pagsasantabi ko sa hinihingi nitong pabor.

I am not a kitten to act as cats, Daron. I know this fumes won't intent for you to have me beside you because there's a doubt plants in me and I think it's my fault. Wala kang ginagawang masama pero kakaiba at patago ang mga kilos mo, ang laman ng isip mo ay parang bugtong na hindi ko kailanman makukuha ang tamang sagot.

Puzzle will muddle my brain, will wash and made it murky until I notice his rough affection intensely navigate the hatred and will soon to be a so called—love.

“Don't be sucks and do my favor now, Kalia...please,” rinig kong hingi nito ng pagkakataon.

Mariin akong napapikit at napa-sakmal sa sariling kamao dahil wala akong maramdamang galit kundi inis. Nawala ng kusa ngunit kapag sinagad ako nito ay ipapakita ko kung papaano nito ako ginagawang maipailalim sa kaniya.

“What is it?” my face gilt with irritate but blind after hearing his words, his favor wants me to granted.

“Kiss me,” I scoffed and lit my expression up.

“Are you crazy?” naiinis at mapang-uyam kong tanong sa kaniya.

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kaniya dahil hindi man nagbago ang tingin nito sa akin. Normal ngunit gusto talaga nitong tugunin ko ang pinagsasabi nitong pabor.

Bumuntong hininga ako at lumapit sa kaniya. Hindi ko pinansin ang titig nito. It's distracting me as my peak gas up and remove my pride for this favor to be done. Kaagad kong inilapat ang labi ko sa pisngi nito habang nakahawak pa ng mabuti sa harapan.

Agad akong bumalik sa kinauupuan ko at hindi na nagsalita pa. Hinintay ko ang ilan pang segundo bago muling nagbukas ang bibig.

“Not like that,” naiinis pang reklamo nito. You are fuming lack of average though you can describe to me what kind of kiss you want me to do.

“Why you're complaining?!” I retorted back.

“No, I want to teach you how to kiss in a proper way,” napaatras pa ang ulo ko kahit na ito na ang dulo ng kinasasandalan ko.

“Like this...” our eyes met, it melts me, it squeeze me to answer him not by words but through his actions. I'm under his spell, his face turn into mirth expression whilst he hold my shoulder and roam up to my jaw as his eyes catch me.

I'm falling too much, intense that I can't arise anymore. Para akong nahulog sa mga tingin nitong winawala ako at pinapasunod dahil sa kagustuhan nito. It affecting me, and I hate it, it's invasive, derisive and massive..

Ramdam kong gumapang ang kamay nitong nakahawak sa braso ko sa likod ng ulo ko at ipinalapit ng bahagya sa kaniya hanggang sa pinalalim pa nito ang pagkakalapat ng labi nito.

He bite my lower lips as he roll inside his tongue and revel put his liberal lile he really wait for this moment to be on time. I didn't notice my arms already around his nape.

Bahagya itong nakatayo upang maabot ako mula sa kinauupuan nito habang tumutugon ang sarili ko ng hindi nalalaman sa kaniya. I'm under his wishes, he's too powerful without him knowing and it's the weakness starting to germinate in my wholeness.

I smell his perfume, his tongue that pronounce fragrance. I know this is not what I want but my body, I'm object but I'm reckless for him to not notice he really know what's in my mind.

His kisses become rough, become deep and too sucks for us to savour. I felt his biceps touch my flesh in opposite and carry me while the kisses did not bother to let the care of hardship be the cause to cut that beautiful moments.

I felt his lips shaped beam and force his tongue to slide in my mouth. I let him in when he pinch my shoulder as I sit on his lap.

“Your lips taste luscious, hon.. I like to bite and kiss it for forever,” he opined in the midst of our kisses and let me make a breath out and in.

“Favor of yours, done!” mahina ngunit inis na sabi ko.

Kinurot ko pa ang balikat nito ng ngumisi ito at yumuko upang isandal ang ulo nito sa balikat ko. His arms guide me from my waist, his head wants me to let him take a rest.

Hinayaan ko ito hanggang sa makalipas ang ilang minuto at doon ko lang napansin ang pagsapit ng dalim ng kalangitan. I grip on his shirts as I decide to reach his forehead and pull it up.

Ng maabutan ko ito ay nakapikit, mukhang pagod at hindi lang nito pinahalatang may masakit sa kaniya. I firmly touch him to his shoulder as I locked my gazed on his face.

He is alluring, too cop for me to arrest for being too much and abused upon liking to look after his appearance, it's stunning—his wholeness are too attractive, more fabulous forte of distinct feelings shown up in my chest.

“You're enormous...” hindi makapaniwalang sambit ko matapos pa nitong tagalin ang tingin sa mga mata ko ngunit napatagal ng hindi akalain ang mga mata ko sa mga labi nitong panay ang kalabit sa akin.

“You're still my girl, my woman, my property, my obsession and possession, hon. You're not mine because you have other guys,” mas lalong kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi nito.

You've been ornate by your thoughts.

“Gusto mong lumabas?”

“Gusto ko ng umuwi,”

“Gusto kong lumabas.”

“Labas ka, uuwi na'ko,”

“Kalia, I'm fvcking serious here. Kung alam mo lang na hindi ako matatagalang nandito habang ang kahabaan ko ay paulit-ulit na bumubulong na pasukin ka!” napangisi pa ito na parang masaya pa ito dahil nailabas nito ang mga iyon.

“Okay, sige. L-Labas kana,” kinakabahan kong turan sa kaniya ng hindi makatingin ng maayos at magulong napapalinga sa bawat gilid dahil nasa kandungan pa rin ako nito hanggang ngayon.

“No, you lost my happiness. Buy you can pleasure me anytime,” iniwas ko agad ang tingin sa kaniya dahil sa nakakaloko nitong ngisi na patuloy na rumaragasa sa kalooban ko.

It spurted I will let him claim me and feel the liquid spurted out from my core. Naiinis ako sa naiisip, at mas natatakot akong madala sa pahawak-hawak at pahalik-halik nito.

I'm strong as my opposite explicitly shown how weak and fragile I am when it come to this matter. I'm object but also wanting him to say those line.

Hinawakan nito ang baba ko at dahan-dahan na tinitigan ang mga mata ko. Nag-aalinlangan akong hindi bitawan ito dahil sa akin lang ito mas nakatutok.

“I like you, do you believe on me?”

“I like you, Kalia. I like you,..” he repeated whilst ominous hands running up to my sleeves and down to my shoulder.

He trace my parts through his fingertips while his eyes directly looking at me, his hands still in frost to not move from my chin.

“You're dreaming,” mahinan ko pang wika.

I'm not that into his words. How can he professed his feeling when I hate him, the contract, that things he is still hiding from me as me, just likewise.

“A dream happened, Kalia. Kahit na ilang beses ko pa iyong ulit-ulitin at patunayan ay gagawin ko hangga't hindi nananiniwala.” He stated.

His smell comes out and touch my skin. I hold back my breath that intended to close the distance. I felt him, his sweet lips with an ineffable flavor I can't enumerate why I'm always glad to approach his lips and ready to collide with mine.

He crawl his hands around the back of my waist as he stick his lips into mine. Every move he apply, I'm ready to accompany it. Every pinch he used to make me voiced out a little moan, also in counted to let him be my leader.

He rule me without him knowing.

I clasp on his shoulder when he give me an amount of air to have an exact air to plug in. He accumulates his business before he slide and directly bit my lower lips as he touch my tongue and touch it with his delirious desire.

He flaunt it, he made another motion inside my mouth causing me to grunt and even more hijack the tend hates towards his doing.

His obtrude tongue catch mine and hold on it for a second before he let me freed. His kisses went down to my lips and goes on my jaw down to my neck. I only can look up and imposed a moan out of my mouth every he sucks his chosen part and bite it.

I groan when he come to my collar and bite it. My hands convicted his neck around while not pushing him to stop but to continue.

“Ahh...” I growled in a sudden after he bite and pinch in unison my collar for once again together his pinch to my tummy.

I hold his hand to stop it from mocking and entering in my short. Ngunit mas lalo pa nitong pinalalim ang halik at hindi na muling binalikan ang parteng pinagbawalan ko.

“Soft..” he stops from kissing.

He stain me his smile and pull out a playful smirk and even curl in his lips. He find that I'm hungry to his lips why he tease me this much, sagad sa buto.

“I'm teased.”

“Exceed either, hon.” saad pa nito at isonandal angulo nito sa balikat ko.

“Okay, okay. Tara na,” kumunot ang noo ko at diretsong napatingin na lang sa kaniya.

Matapos mapansing hindi ko pa naaalis ang mga braso ko sa batok nito ay nakaramdam ako ng labis na pagka-hiya. I immediately grab my arms back when he chuckle with galore.

I smack his shoulder and lift my eye near his earlobe as I deeply close it and mutter I'm getting hallow space again.

“Hindi ka ba titigil?” mariin na pagkakasabi ko.

“Anong gusto mong itigil ko?” his smirk become more eligible to flourish my tarnish lips why he keeps on chuckling and grinning.

“Paalala lang, pwedeng pwede kang humiling, Kalia. I will give that for you,” nakangiti ngunit binusalan ko agad ito ng rinding hindi nakayanan ng sistema kong kontroling ang lalaking to.

“Kahibangan,” I enunciated and roll my eyes.

He lace his narrow expression within the colored moment together my hand he laced with his. Marahan niya itong hinawakan at hinihilot na parang hiniling kong gawin niya iyon.

“Usher a kiss, please. Hon,” mahina at malambot na bulong nito. I feel his lips frown as he gibe me with his knuckle on my thigh together my hands.

Hindi ko iyon agad na napansin dahil sa kaniya nakatutok ang tingin ko. Inilayo ko ang katawan ko ng hindi pa man nito tuluyang nailalapit ang labi nito sa akin.

“You, mushroon. Stop pouting, you're not even like Blake nor Dashian,” bahagya pa akong natawa dahil sa pagtingin nito ng malalim sa akin.

“I will linger my finger inside you now, will they still can do it? You're comparing me and that's okay with me but I will surely can attain your core, thigh, limbs, your body, lips, your orgasm. I will take you to heaven, Kalia. One more name I heard coming out on your bounty mouth, I will instruct how I can make you sore, cry for me, beg until you'll reach your peak.” tuloy tuloy nitong sabi habang papalalim naman nang papalalim ang pagpisil ko sa balikat at kamay nitong nakahawak sa akin.

“Not a good threat, Daron.” mapang-asar ko pang tugon.

Hindi rin nalalayong magawa niya ang lahat ng sinabi niya dahil sa mukha pa lang nito ay ramdam ko ang pagkontrol nito kanina pa. Labis na rin ang pag-iisip ng mga salitang ilulustay ko sa tuwing kaharap ko siya.

“Not a good, because it's delicious, good for your health. Ayaw mo, makakapag-exercise ka ng libre.” what is he talking about?!

“Will it bother to you, if I request a story to you?” huminga ako ng malalim at tumingin sa kaniya.

Humigpit ang mga hawak nito sa bewang at sa kamay ko, kasunod nitong inayos ang pagkaka-pwesto ko sa kandungan niya bago muling yumuko at isandal ang ulo nito sa leeg ko.

Malakas ang pakiramdam ko, habang humihinga ito ay nagpapalitaw iyon ng init. Pinigilan kong mapansin niya iyon bago pekeng napa-ubo.

“Start now. I want to hear your voice, I miss you.” he murmur on my neck. He embrace my waist as he sniffle on my neck, whilst his tongue deliriously come out to his shelter and starts to shove my skin. Napapa-igtad na lang ako sa tuwing maglalapat ang dila nito sa balat ko.

Too gentle, heat attached in my soul. I designed myself like I'm just relax to not notice he's drowning me already.

“I d-don't know...” literally. Hindi ako marunong mag-kwento dahil bawat paglapat ng dila nito ay tagos na tagod hanggang kalulwa ko.

Lack im frigid absolutely locked me to this pace.

“Let me tell you a kind of story.” bulong nito na marahan pang pinagapang ang kamay nitong kaninang naka-suporta sa bewang pababa sa hita ko.

“This girl groaned in coldness, no one are possible to take her down not until a man shown. He was too stunned, too much water that he's in deep ocean because of the beauty produced by that girl. She's different, too odd, her expression were difficult to guess and her distinct actions glitter in his eyes that considered as counted on his attraction...” he is telling his own invented story while his touching and licking my sensory part.

Hindi ko man agad na ma-proseso sa utak ko ay lingid naman sa kutob kong may kinalaman iyon ngayon. Kakaiba ang lalaking to.

“Who's the girl? She's showing mystery,” saad ko at kusang ipinatong ang baba ko sa balikat nito at hinayaang pumulupot ang mga braso ko sa leeg nito.

“I don't know. Ikinuwento lang din iyan ni Mommy,” tugon pa nito.

Nakahawak ang magkapareho niyang kamay sa balikat ko at tinulak upang mapaalis ang baba ko sa balikat nito. Sumunod ang tingin ko sa pang-ibaba labi nito at nawala sa sariling napalapit at kusa iyong hinawakan.

I caress my thumb to his lower lip up to his top while intently glancing and not moving. I'm in too mania to see him thinking about something.

Kaagad akong napatigil sa pagpahid sa labi nito ng kusa nitong kagatin ang daliri ko upang matigil ako at mapaharap sa kaniya.

“I love your finger. You can finger fvck me, hon.” mapaglarong sambit nito. Agad kong tinanggal ang daliri ko sa bibig nito at iniwasang mapatingin sa kaniya. I roll my arms around his nape as I lean my face and snuggle on his neck.

“But mine can awesomely fit in your core, my favorite part of yours.” tuloy pa nito. Maagap kong hinawakan ang kamay nito ng gumalaw ito sa ibabaw ng hita ko.

“I want to try it, Kalia. I want to throb inside you, because I'm horny.” he raspy whispered to my ear and lick it as his lips directly kiss my jaw.

I look up while the gooseflesh runs up to my core. Too hot, heat gas up to my system. His tongue already ruining me. He catch my lips, he linger in his tongue, he slid and bite my lower lip.

“Hmm..” I growl without thinking he can tell I'm fold now.

Sumunod ang mga halik nito pababa sa leeg ko hanggang makababa pa ito sa collar. I yelp and made a scratch to his hair. I clasp on it together his palm crawling down to my thigh as he insert his finger in my midst.

Muli akong napa-ungol ng buksan pa nito ang buttones ng suot kong pambaba at hilahin ang garter nito. I bow my head and bite his neck as he intent to caress my core even it's covering with a cotton fabric.

“You're wet, wet for me.” he husky implored as I nod and hummed.

I pinned my grip to his shoulder and snake it around his nape when he chuckle and lick my lips before he persistently grab my hands and pinch it.

“Don't worry, my fingers are on the way. Spread your legs, hon.” nahala pa nito na kahit sa kabila ng pagpipigil at pagtitimpi kong huwag ilatag ang gusto nito ay walang magagawa ang nga binti ko dahil nasa kandungan ako nito, nakaharap sa kaniya at iniiwasan nitong mapasandal ako sa manibelang nasa likuran ko.

He really spread it even my short were not detach to my part bit give him a flared amount to fit his finger. I groan and moan further when he massage and caress his fingers down to my core freely and gently.

I tighten the grip around his nape as I accidentally found a perfect spot for me to muffle my massive desire. He is too much to rule me.

“Relax, okay? This is only trial, will not be my first as yours but also not last, love.” kasabay ng mahigpit pa kesa kanina ang mariin kong paghawak sa mga balikat nito at napapikit pa habang patuloy nitong pinapasok ang daliri sa kaselanan ko.

“Kalia.” bulong pa nito kasabay ng paghinto nito sa pagpasok.

“I think your friend is calling,” pahayag pa nito.

Nanlaki ang mga matang napalingon sa kaniya habang hindi masyadong ininda ang sakit at parang napupunit sa kaselanan ko.

“C-Can't...” I stop from telling my request when he grin and grab the phone through his other hand while the other placed inside mine.

Napa-igtad ako nang magdahan-dahan ito sa paggalaw sa kalagitnaan ko at mas humigpit pa ang kapit ko sa balikat nito kasabay ng pagsandal ko sa dibdib nito ng eksaktong masagot nito ang tawag sa tinutukoy nito.