Chapter 16
Dominant plan!
Bella Alleja Cion
Imagine the mess that guy created. Napahiya pa ako sa mga tao rito sa bar. Kaya hindi ako magkaroon ng tahimik ng space sa mga ganito. Lagi akong sinusundan ng mga baliw kong ex.
Palipat-lipat tuloy kami ng mga bar. Hindi na kami nagkaroon ng pinaka-favorite namin dahil sa mga ganitong issues.
We still continue our partying. Just hoping that there is none to ruin our great time. Ako na ngayon ay nagpatuloy na sa dance floor. Nang makita ko ang isang unexpected thing na pwede kong masaksihan.
Imagine my happiness nang makita kong nababastos si Anita rito sa bar. And also, I never expected na nagpapapasok na ng mga basura ang ganitong klaseng high ends na establishments. I am so disappointed.
Kunwari pang aarte-arteng ayaw mabastos itong si Anita. Kung alam ko lang ay napakarami na ng dumaang mga lalaki sa katawan niya. Laging may pakpak ang balita, at kusa pa itong dumadapo sa akin.
Pero hindi nagtagal ay rumesponde sa kanya si Cromford. Like a prince in a white horse, he helps that b***h. Ipinagtanggol ang basura na iyon.
Masama ba ako? Then masanay na kayo. Hindi bali ng basura ang pinapakita ko sa inyo, at least nagpapakatotoo lang. That Anita has something much dirtier than what you see. Nakikita niyo lang ang isang bahagi niya na puti, malinis, inosente at hindi mababahiran ng kasamaan, but come on! Maloloko niya ang lahat, but not me!
I left them there. Hindi na ako nagpaalam sa dalawang kaibigan ko. I left them a message, but I didn't bother myself to find them and ask their permission, if I can go home. Of course I can!
I drive my car, while gripping tightly on the stir wheel. Gosh! If I can slap her that hard kanina. Napakaarte, wala naman siya sa lugar kung um-arte. At kung makapagligtas kunno itong si Blake ay tila ba totoong kaapi-api ang girlfriend niya, well, guess what? Hindi! Hindi! Hindi!
Umuwi na ako na frustrated na frustrated. Kahit ata ng katulong namin na madaanan ko ay nagtatago dahil alam nila kung anong panahon ang umiiral sa utak ko. I am not on a mood for some evil joke right now!
Ang kaso may isang katulong namin na talagang ipinanganak na makapal ang mukha at malakas ang loob. Nilapitan ako ni Petra at saka ako tinanong.
"Ma'am okay lang po ba kayo?" tanong niya sa akin dahilan. Para mas lalo akong mapahawak sa sentido ko. Problemado na nga ako, lasing, tapos ito pa bubungad sa akin. Wow! Geez, give me break can you?!
"Oo Petra, okay lang ako. HALATA NAMAN HINDI BA?!" sabi ko sa nanlilisik at umaalingaw-ngaw pa na paraan.
Kamot noo naman 0ang muchacha. "Si ma'am oh. Nagtatanong lang e," aba, at nag-pout pa ang gaga. Hampasin ko kaya ng Hermes na bag ito?!
"Ikaw nga Petra, lumayas ka sa harapan ko at baka gawin kitang soup number five diyan!" umalis naman si gaga na para bang inaway na aso.
Umakyat na ako sa taas dahil una, gumagabi na talaga, I mean it is almost pass 12, lumabas lang naman yung mga kasambahay namin dahil nakikichismis na naman. Hindi na nawala ang mga chismosa sa mundo, lalo na sa Pinas, well it needs miracle to make it happen.
Wala si Taymom ngayon, he is currently on Canada for some new business expansions. Ganyan ako ka-busy sa future, since I am the only eligible heir of what Taymom's started. Pero sa ngayon ay ayaw ko munang isipin na iyan ang magiging buhay ko sa future. Maagang puputi ang mga buhok ko kung magkataon, and that is a big no.
That couldn't possibly happen.
Pag-akyat ko sa taas at papunta na sana ako ng aking silid nang bumukas ang kwarto sa katabi ng kwarto ko. Just please understand my narration b***h.
Lumabas mula roon si Jameson na ang suot lamang ay ang kanyang boxer at ang pagkaluwag-luwag na sando. He has his eyeglass too and he looks somehow sleepy.
"Nandito na po kayo milady," aniya habang papalapit siya sa akin. I just nodded to him and tried to ignore his presence. I am not in the mood to talk to some hot walking stuff.
"Do you need anything milady?" he asked again. Hinarap ko na ang makulit ko na butler.
"None Jameson, you look sleepy. Dapat ay natulog ka na lang. I can manage naman e," sabi ko sa kanya.
"You're drunk," he said like a matter of fact.
"Yes, and so?" sabi ko na pataray.
"Get a cold shower and I will massage you milady. Para mabawasan ang hang-over niyo bukas." He is good on massaging. That is one another point.
At isa pang subok kay Jameson ay ang pagiging makulit niya. Hindi niya ako panigurado na tatantanan kung hihindi pa ako. So I nodded na lang at pumasok na ako sa kwarto ko, nakabuntot naman siya sa akin.
"Sit there, I will just have a quick bath..." he nodded again. I just took my towel and my bathrobe saka na ako pumasok sa aking cr.
Get a warm soothing bath. After a drinking session and the next thing to heaven is having this relaxing bath. Nawawala yung toxicity na nadarama ko kanina towards that Anita girl. I don't want to think about that poor pathetic fake girl.
Minadali ko na ang pagligo dahil gusto ko na rin na magpahinga na. I dried myself using my white towel. At saka ko na pinayakap sa aking bathrobe ang aking katawan. Lumabas na ako sa kwarto at nakaupo na sa aking kama si Jameson. He looks scorching hot with his positions on my bed.
If I am just a pakawala, baka kanina ko pa tinalunan itong si Jameson. But you know me, I will not go beyond that level of Anita girl.
Jameson is my tutor since high-school and you know it. We just, or let me say I offered him to be my personal butler. Wala naman siyang say na tumanggi. I can pay his salaray plentiful. Kaya naman kaysa ma-employed siya sa kung saan ay narito siya sa aking puder.
I just let my hair dry with my blower at nang medyk tuyo naito ay dumapa na ako sa kama at saka na hinubad ni Jameson ang aking bathrobe.
The show start at this moment.
Nasabi ko naman na magaling si Jameson sa pagmamasahe hindi ba? That word is just an understatement. Hindi lang siya magaling, or skilled. He is a master with it.
He had the full grasp and control with his hands or palm. He really knows how to move it, make a pressure and pleasing every veins, nerve and muscle na nadaraanan ng palad niya. Just like a great magician, he can do more than magic with his palm.
I cannot help, but to moan and moan with how great he is with this kind of skills of him.
"You are really good Jameson..." sabi ko habang napapakapit pa sa aking bedsheets. Just the way he massage my back, shoulders and that near buttocks is so godly.
I can hear how he smirk that moment. "I can give you MUCH pleasure than that milady, if you just let me do it that far," sabi niya and you know what he is talking about.
Hindi naman bago sa akin iyon. Jameson is ambitious, and I am an ambition. He tried several times to seduce me but sadly, he can't. I never fall for a man's trap. Man fall for me without a chance to step up again, mind you. That's how a new Bella works. I never beg again, they beg for my mercy.
Tumawa naman ako ng nang-iinsulto. Dahil nga nakadagan ng bahagya si Jameson sa likod ko ay dama ko pa ang kanyang katigasan. Not bad for a Filipino manhood. It is as hard as steel and satisfyingly lengthy too.
But I am not into JUST a d**k. I am looking for a total package. As in yung all in all na. Jameson is a smart, handsome and he looks sexually good too. Pero may kulang pa siya para masabi na pasado na sa akin talaga.
"Jameson, do you see me as a trans who like a guy with a great hip thrust ability? I am not looking for a d**k. I am looking for a certain d**k Jameson... I thought you are informed about it," sabi ko sa kanya. He stop massaging me at tumabi na siya sa akin. Isinuot ko naman na agad ang aking bathrobe.
He looks mad, but he is trying his best to calm down. He looks disappointed too. He attempted me too much but hr can't win my heart.
"I am sorry if I did that again milady," sabi niya sa monotono na boses.
"It is fine, you can leave my room right now," sabi ko rin sa kanya sa pagod na tono. I want to sleep ASAP.
He sighed. "Why did you still keep chasing that guy? Ano bang mayroon siya na wala kami at ng iba pang lalaki na handang mag-alay sa iyo milady?" tanong niya. Maybe with his frustrated emotion, he is trying to collect his shattered pride with him asking.
"I don't need a simple man Jameson. You should know it by now. I am an Alpha trans, a female perse. I don't need a wimpy male. I need someone who can dominant me on so many ways."
He silently left my room. Thank god and I can finally have my peace, and get my beauty sleep. I don't want to ruin my morning. Because of the dizziness ay agad naman akong nakatulog na.
I wake up with my alarm clock noises. Dahil sa inis ko ay naibato ko ito nowhere. Sa flat-screen television ko ata or sa personal computer ko? Well, the hell I care. Bahala na mamaya ang mga technicians ko ang gumawa niyan. Ayaw na ayaw ko pa naman na nasisira ang tulog ko. It is Friday, maya pa ngang hapon ang klase ko e. Stupid alarm clock!
I doze again with the sleep. Nagising din after next three hours. I woke and thank my shower again. I wore my favorite shirt and jeans bago bumaba. I receive a message with Taymom. He can't make it until Monday. Such a busy person.
Bumaba na ako at saka naupo sa aking favorite spot sa dinning room. Agad akong pinaghain ng mga server namin. Jameson also stands by my side waiting for my words.
I sighed. "Eat with me Jameson, don't just stand right there," sabi ko sa kanya. Nagpakawala rin ito ng bugtong na hininga at saka na sumabay sa akin.
There are pipping hot bread, cinnamon rolls and my favorite cheese. I also have freshly fried bacon and eggs, got my pineapple juice and some hotdogs. Kahit marami ng pagkain ang nakahapag sa aking harapan ay hindi naman ganoon karami ang kinain ko. I maintain my figure... I have a strict diet.
After my brunch ay naghanda na ako para pumunta sa aking gym room sa mansyon. Nagpababa muna ako ng kinain at ayaw kong magkaroon ng appendicitis. I felt the call of lifting weights right know.
Since then, I look my figure as my greatest possessions. Kung maganda ka, sa mundong ito ha? Igagalang ka nila. I don't want to sounds so bad right here, but what? I am stating a fact, not a simple fact but a huge one.
Magmula ng mag-ayos na ako ay hindi na nila ako nakikita bilang isang mahina at walang kwenta na Bella. Aside from money, beauty is a power, a weapon for a male, and a dictatorship with woman.
One of my highest achievement is to be this powerful. I can easily be acknowledge without putting a single effort.
Nagpatuloy lang ako sa pagbubuhat, I also do yoga to be flexible, zumba for cardio and lot's of lots of exercise. I hate even a slight baby fat you know.
After doing my exercise ay shower again and naghanda na ako para pumasok sa school. Same old routine. Nakakainip din, minsan nga ay pupunta ako sa Japan or Europe tour. I am getting bored and bored with all of this daily shits.
Habang nakasakay ako sa kotse ko at ako lang ha? I can drive naman na, wala naman si Taymom so I can solo driving without someone watching me.
I receive a lovely news with my dear friend. I did not even expect na heto, at tila malapit ng umayon sa akin ang panahon.
Anita was chosen to be part of an exchange student's program.
Time to shine motherfucker!