IVAN AND I didn't talk after that steamy hot kiss we shared in my room. Basta after ng halik inalalayan niya akong tumayo. He gave flowers, white roses my favorite. Then wipe my tears and walk with me out side my room. Nagpunta kami sa garden kung nasaan ang dalawang anak namin. First walang nagsasalita. But our children are looking at us. Most specially on our hands. We talk and talk and talk until dawn. Hindi man lang sumagi sa usapan kung bakit ako umiyak. At sa pagkakakita ko kanina sa anak ko, Rose also cry. Halatang halata sa mata at ilong niya na namumula kapag umiyak. "I'll be back tomorrow, hoping na sasama na kayo pauwi sa bahay. The house feel ao empty without you and the kids"paalam ni Ivan. I don't know, pero parang I feel relieve all of a sudden. And the idea of going h

