Kabanata 14
"Assignment"
"I think I have to rest next sem," I said to Riley while looking at the results of my finals. Kung hindi dahil sa kanya bagsak lahat 'to. After Dad's death, halos ayaw ko ng pumasok. Tinanggihan ko ang pageant, na naintindihan naman nila. They knew about my father's death. Hindi ko kayang gawin. I am still breaking down from time to time.
I keep on missing him. I don't know what to do, how to mend the longing. I have cried too many times pero hindi pa rin sapat. I don't know when will I stop crying over my lost. Maka move on man ako in the years to come, I'd still cry a river.
Malungkot akong tiningnan ni Riley. Alam kong ayaw niya sa ideyang 'yon but she gets my sentiments.
"If it will help you heal, then I can't stop you... I am just here for you."
I apprec
