Jason
OUR days went so well. It was hard for me to live the days trying to accept Nicole's kid but I guess I'm doing good and it was not bad nor best, sakto lang. I'm happy because I made my wife happy with my actions. I can feel myself opening for Zai and Rai, they're not hard to love indeed. Pero hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit may kulang pa rin.
Something's missing, something is different, something is off—and I freaking do not know that something. Hindi ko rin maintindihan, pero dahil yata 'yon sa alam kong hindi ko naman talaga sila mga anak. I tried my best to remove that kind of thought in my mind, I tried my best to consider them as my own, to give them a chance to enter my life, pero may kulang pa rin.
"Papa!" tawag ni Seven sa 'kin. He's now six, almost seven, just like his n
