"I'm so sorry, Justin. I'm sorry. I promised I'd be better.", I felt like I failed at something big time that I cried. I promised him. I promised. He hugged me again as I cried on his shoulders while he rubbed my back. I don't want to tell it to him as I promised. But I don't want to keep this all along and play with what I'm feeling knowing he was just holding his hands on me.
"Shhh.. It's okay, it takes time. I understand, at least there's progress that you felt happy for those past days. There's progress okay. And that's more than enough for me to know that you've tried. It will come in no time", he said and touched my hair.
I get it, but I want to make a big change for myself, something I knew would be the only gift I can repay to him the moment he decided to stay, it can't be just
