Cutting the Green String (Step-Siblings Relationship)

CTGS 1

“Easy babe,”

I smirked when I saw his reaction. I positioned myself on top of him. I sat in his manhood, and I could feel his erected buddy between my thighs.

I slowly grind myself into him, as he pulls me to lay on top of him. I could feel his lips exploring mine again.  His hands were also roaming everywhere in my body which instantly heats me up.

My kiss lowers to his neck and his jawline. I touch his ears with my mouth, “I’m dripping wet,” I whispered.

He was about to change our position when I lowered myself, now facing his shaft. “f**k!” I heard him react as I put my hand on it.

I can see how big he is! I slowly put my hands on it, feeling the heat of his in my palm.

I looked at him but his eyes were close, like waiting for me to do something for him. “Damn! I just wanna be your s*x slut,” That’s what I said before sucking him hard. He's so huge for my mouth!

“Let me face yours, babe.” 

I changed my position from facing him, to turning back at him, so my buttocks can face his mouth while I am still facing his thing.

I felt him licking my femininity and it was so f*****g good. It’s getting hard to breath so I altered my attention to sucking his hard. His mouth felt so addictive that I can feel my stomach already burning up.

“Come for me,” He said, and so I did. We both came until we were out of breath. I can still feel my sweat dripping from all over my body.

Humiga ako sa tabi niya habang hinihingal pa. It was so tiring to do it all night.

“Ano, pagod ka na?” Pangangasar nito saakin nang makita ang reaksyon ko. I can feel how tired I am, but I refused to tell him so.

“I’m not. Baka ikaw,” I challenged him too. I smirked at him like I can do more rounds. We’ve been competitive kasi that’s why we had 5 rounds in total. I know we’re both exhausted.

“I understand you. Sino ba namang mapapagod kapag ako ang kasama?” Kinunutan ko naman siya ng noo. What the hell? Nagyayabang ba siya saakin ngayon? When he was the one who keep initiating another round?

He just stared at me, so I stared back. We’re just like that for a moment until he decided to kiss me a bit slower this time. I know there’s no hiding meaning in it. We’re just both tired of being aggressive that’s why our kisses became slower.

Pagkagsing ko, wala na siya sa tabi ko. Expected ko naman ‘yon, pero sobrang napagod kasi kami kagabi, kaya siguro sobrang gutom na rin ako.

What I like about the guy last night is that he doesn’t take anything seriously. Aside from his good performance, handsome looks, hot body, and huge shaft, he doesn’t cling to me after I let him experience my addictive touches. Unlike other guys who wanna keep hanging out with me. Though pinagbibigyan ko sila, but if I don’t like a guy, we never proceed to homerun. Momol lang.

Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko para icontact si Xavier. I haven’t brought my car since I rode with him last night. Actually, our first round is in his car.

[“Wow, don’t tell me ngayon ka lang nagising?”] Gulat na tanong nito saakin. I don’t usually wake up this late. It’s just that sobrang na-drain ako from last night. It’s quite a great experience though.

“Yeah. I had a blast! Sobrang hot nung guy, OMG!” Sabi ko to annoy him. Hindi naman asi necessary’ng ipagyabang yung lalaki ko kagabi.

[“Plot twist, may HIV pala siya,”] Hindi talaga naaatawang magbiro si Xavier. But sanay na ako, so I just rolled my eyes even though hindi naman niya nakikita ‘yon.k

It’s not like, I always ended up sexing with every guy I hangout with. Syempre namimili lang rin ako, because I know who’s the very fucboi and semi-fucboi. Some guys, hanggang touch lang. Yung iba, may bonus na oral. And last night, I just increased my body count from 5 to 6. See? I’m not super slut.

“Don’t be so bitter, wala lang kasing pumapatol sa’yo.” I tease him back. Hindi kasi nag-uuwi ng babae si Xavier. Ewan ko ba d’yan, sumama sa parties but he doesn’t even try to do it with some girls. Or baka talagang ayaw sakaniya? “By the way, I need my car. I’m in Conrad hotel. Also some clothes, and foods please.”

Since Xavier is my guy best friend, nagiging errand boy ko na rin siya. Mukhang okay lang naman sakaniya because he doesn’t complain to anything I tell him to. Aside from that, mas comfortable ako sakaniya kesa kay Xander.

[“Matapos mo akong asarin? Manigas ka!”] Sabi nito saakin sabay baba ng phone. Napailing nalang ako. So childish. Magulo talaga ugali ng isang ‘to eh.

I still text him my room number and other requests. Alam ko namang hindi niya ako matanggihan. Magdadrama muna siya ng slight but he’ll end up helping me.

While waiting, I started cleaning myself. Bathrobe lang ang nasuot ko because my clothes wa a mess. These are not so expensive, but how dare he rip them?

After waiting for an hour, may nag doorbell na. Finally! I’m super hungry na kasi. Ayoko namang magpa-room service, because Xavier’s service is much better.

When I opened the door, bumungad naman saakin si Xavier na may dalang paper bag. Napatingin naman ako sa likuran niya to look for someone. Nang mapansin niya ‘yon ay pasimple nalang akong nagtanong habang kinakalal ang paper bag na dala niya. “You’re not with Xander?” I asked.

Napatingin naman ako sakaniya. But his eyes furrowed like I told him something wrong.

“You can’t still distinguish us?” He asked like it was very wrong. Doon ko lang na-realize na si Xander pala siya. How stupid of me. And the way he’s telling it is like reminding me of the past incident na ayoko nang maalala pa.

“Oh sorry. Asan pala si Xavier?” I asked again, avoiding the awkwardness I felt around him. I know he doesn’t want to be around me. For sure, pinilit lang siya ng kambal niya na pumunta rito.

He sat on the couch before facing me. He doesn’t show any emotions. It’s like we’re acquaintances with nothing special. We’re not even close friends, we just have the same circle of friends.

“He bought foods,” Sabi nito. Bakit hindi na lang siya ang bumili ng pagkain? Eh di siya tuloy kasama ko ngayon.

As much as I don’t have the courage to talk to him, umupo pa rin ako sa isa pang couch to entertain him. Like he efforted to be here and I should be thankful for that. And also, he should feel that I’m a friend, not a random slut.

“Oh… I hope you’re not busy then,” I said in apologetic voice. Ayoko sana siyang abalahin.

“I was. Pero makulit si Xavier eh,” Sabi nito. Nilibot naman niya ang tingin sa paligid nang hotel. Malaki‘tong room na kinuha nung lalaki kagabi.

Speaking of him, hindi kami nagkapalitan name. We just call each other babe. We’re certain kasi na wala nang possibility’ng magkita kami. But kung papalarin, I will do it with him once again.

I thought nung una, pangmake-out guy lang syiya. But there’s something that triggers me to bring it more further.

“Ang yaman ng nag-uwi sa’yo ah,” Sabi pa ni Xander nang matapos niyang tingnan ang kabuuhan. Kahit ako, masasabi ko ring mayaman yung lalaki kagabi. He brought me in a large suite, in an expensive hotel. “Hindi ba delikado ‘yan?” Tanong niya, trying to be concern. He don’t have to fake it though.

“I think he’s safe naman,” I told him. That guy looks decent and act accordingly. Also, I studied boys, that's why I know.

“And you’re happy with this setup?” Tanong niya na nagpatahimik sa akin. I know he as problem with girls who do s*x for fun. At alam ko rin na ayaw niya sa akin because I’m like a w***e.

I didn’t know what to answer. I can’t say yes, because I’m not totally happy with this. But I can’t also say no, because this is my escapades. I’m torn in between.

Mabuti nalang ay mag nagdoorbell na. For sure si Xavier na ‘yon. Binusan ko naman agad ang pinto. I just need fresh air because being with Xander alon is suffocating.

“Xaviee--oh.” My mouth literally dropped when I opened the door. “You’re still here?” Tanong ko sa lalaki kagabi. Mukhang hindi niya inexpect ang reaction ko. But duh? Mas lalong hindi ko inexpect na bumalik pa siya.

What the hell is he doing back here?

“Why? Am I not allowed here?” Tanong niya sa akin. I was just too shocked. Kung alam ko lang, hindi ko na sana pinapunta dito ang kambal. Naabala ko pa tuloy siya.

And now, mas maiging awkward pa dahil Xander is here with me. It felt more suffocating.

“No. I mean, I didn’t expect you to be here,” Napatingin naman ako sa dala niyang paper bags. “With foods.” Sabi ko pa.

Pinapaso o na siya sa loob para mailapag niya ang mga bitbit niya. Napatayo naman si Xander nang marealize niyang hindi si Xavier yung kasama ko.

Now, I have to introduce them to each other. Gosh, this is getting complicated.

“You’re with someone?” Tanong nito sa akin nang makita si Xander. He looks kinda disappointed so I bit my lips before nodding at him. 

“Uh, this is Xander, my friend.” I don’t know kung tama ba na ipakilala ko pa sila sa isa’t isa. But it's just how my manners work.

They awkwardly greet each other nang biglang may nagdoorbell na naman. This time, I’m sure na si Xavier na ‘yon.

Napatingin saakin si Maroon guy, in questionable look. Maging siya ay naco-confuse na rin sa mga nangyayari. I apologeticly smiled at him before opening the door for Xavier.

“Oy! Ano? Masarap ba yung lalaki mo?” Bungad sa akin ni Xavier. I know this is how he normally talk, but f*****g hell! Why does he have to ask that right now? With that f*****g loud voice of his?

I immediately look at the guy I slept with nang mapansing pinupunasan niya yung damit niya dahil may nabuhos do’n na kape. With that, I concluded na narinig niya at nabigla siya.

I just wanna punch Xavier at this moment. “

Pumasok si Xavier at doon lang niya napansin yung lalaki. Napahinto siya at tumingin sa akin habang nalalaki ang mata. “Ba’t hindi mo sinabi?” Biglang bulong niya saakin.

Inis ko naman siyang binalingan. “Nagulat din ako. Your so stupid pa!” sabi o rito. Hindi na kasi pumasok sa isip ko na itext si Xavier.

Now I have to deal with the three of them.

“Hi pare chongs. I’m Xavier, Karylle’s savior.” Mahangin na sabi ni Xavier bago inabot ang kamay niya. I didn’t even introduced myself to him. Mas nauna pa akong ipakilala ni Xavier. Bida-bida talaga ‘tong Jollibee na ‘to.

“Uhh, hi?” He greeted back in a doubtful way. Mukhang hindi na rin siya comfortable here, and I really feel sorry for him. “I think I have to go now. Nice meeting you, Karylle.” He said. 

The way he pronounced my name was so sexy! Sayang at hindi ko siya mapigilan since Xavier and Xander are here. 

“I had a great night,” Sabi ko rito. Pero bigla namang nag fake cough si Xavier. Papansin talaga. Hindi ko na lang siya pinansin. “And thanks for the foods.”

And with that, umalis na siya. I still wanna stay with him. Maybe we can do more rounds? But damn, I haven’t got his name!

Naiinis pa rin ako ay Xavier. As soon as the door closed, I glared at Xavier which made him run to hide on Xander’s back.

“Let me punch you, isa lang promise,” Sabi ko rito pero mas lalo niya aong iniwasan. He knows clearly how he ruined my mood.

“Grabe ka Karylle! Uso na pala ipakilala ngayon yung naka-ONS mo? Next time baka may free liveshow na rin kami ni Xander ha,” Pangangasar pa nito kaya binato ko siya ng pillow from the sofa.

Nasugod ko siya but Xander immediately stopped us. I just ended up glaring Xavier more.

“Kumain na lang tayo,” Sabi ni Xander at hinila na ako palayo kay Xavier. He was holding my wrist until we reached the dining table. The heat from his palm calmed me down. I was surprised that he was actually touching me. Pero agad din niyang binawi ang kamay niya nang marealize na nag-iba ang reaction ko.

I just shifted my attention to the Starbucks coffee na binili nung Maroon guy. And because it was a Starbucks, I was able to see his name. Finally!

“Maui,” I read it loud before smiling. He deserves appreciation since he brought me food. Nawala lang bigla yung ngiti o when I noticed Xander, looking at me in disapproval.

“What?” I asked him. Nag-aanlilangan pa siyang magsalita, so I raised my eyebrow on him. He just shook his head before getting his own food.

After that shitty incident in my hotel unit, I go home na para magbihis. Ang panget na naman asi ng dinala ni Xavier na pamalit. The usual sweater of his and some sweatpants. Mukha tuloy akong mataba tingnan.

When I arrived home, I was so thankful dahil hindi ko nakita si mommy. Agad akong pumunta sa kwarto ko para maglinis ulit ng sarili.

It was Monday nang maisipan kong magmorning jog. Mahirap na, baka tumaba ako kaka-fill sa tiyan ko ng liquors.

As usual, marami na namang guys ang napapalingon whenever I go on a jog. Nasanay nalang ako. I mean, I can’t help being beautiful, right?

“Hey!” A guy from my neighborhood waved his hand at me. Lagi ko siyang nakikita, but I really don’t now his name. He looks cute though.

“Hi! Morning workout?” I asked him the obvious. Pinagpapawisan kasi siya, and he was wearing sports outfit.

The way he smiled at me is so bright. Pwede na akong masilaw. “Yeah, but I’m done. How about you?”

“I’m done na rin,” I told him.

“That’s great! Nagbreakfast ka na? Let’s eat?” 

We’re not close, but we might be. I love free meals! “Sure!”

I followed him hanggang sa bahay nila. It was a short walk, kaya okay lang. I was confused at first kung bakit kailangan ko pa siyang sundan.

“Are we gonna eat at your house?” Napatigil naman siya saglit para humarap saakin. Their mansion is so huge, so I concluded na hindi siya mag-isa do’n. We’re in a subdivision anyways. At isa pa, we are not in a sort of relationship para magkaroon ng meet-the-family.

He chuckled at my reaction. “Actually, I’ll just get my car,” Sabi nito. Napatango naman ako. Did I overthink?

So I guess sa labas ng subdivision kami kakain, which is great. More food choices. Ano kayang masarap kainin? Salad is good, but I also like sandwich. Oh… how about that guys for breakfast? He looks delicious too!

“Sorry if I made you wait,” Sabi nito while he’s driving his car outside the gate with his window opened.

“It’s fine,” I told him before getting in.

Pumunta naman kami sa coffee shop, na medyo may kalayuan lang ng konti. It wasn’t awkward inside his car since he has a lot of things to recommend. Like books, music, activities and a lot more.

Nang makarating kami sa coffee shop, he ordered coffee, salad and sandwich. We were still on our sports attire which are revealing, lalo na yung akin, that’s why hindi maiwasang pagtinginan kami.

“Wala ka bang class?” I asked him while talking about courses.

“Afternoon pa, how about you?”

“I was on break,” I simply said hoing he wouldn't ask more questions.

“On break? Is that a new way to say, you’re suspended?”

Okay, I got busted. I wasn’t really proud of being suspended, but he can easily catch my words.

“Mukha ba akong bad student?” I defensively asked him. Natawa naman siya sa sinabi ko.

“More like, bad girl.”

 Was laughing with him, when I saw a familiar face who entered this place. I even focused my eyes on him para masigurong siya nga yung nakita ko.

And I was right! It was Maui, the Maroon guy. Dumiretso siya sa counter. I guess he likes coffee, since dinalhan rin niya ako ng coffee kahapon.

I just can’t believe na makikita ko siya ulit. Are we destined to have more rounds? Damn, he looks tastier than my breakfast right now.

“Hey, are you listening?” Nabalik naman ang attention ko sa kasama ko. I nod at him and gave him an assuring smile while stealing a glance kay Maui.

I was sipping my coffee when our eyes met. Muntik nang mabuhos saakin yung kape dahil sa gulat. Good thing, this guy assisted me.

Maui looked at the guy I was with, but he didn’t have any particular reaction. Sabagay, we didn’t even know each other. Why am I affected by his presence ba?

But damn! I swear if I see him one more time, I’ll take that as a cue.

My phone rang. That's why I excused myself to answer it outside. Thankfully, it was fine to him.

I was looking at the caller's ID that is why I didn’t realize that I bumped into someone. I was kinda frustrated since natapunan ako ng black coffee. Good thing, naka-sports bra lang ako, and I’ll change as soon as I get home. 

“I’m sorry,” My attention switched to that guy. And to my surprise, it was Maui. Ayun din ang pangalan na nakaslat sa cup niya ngayon. “Oh, it’s you again,” He also said while giving me a pleasure smile.

He looks so fresh in the morning, while I’m dripping in sweats. 

“Maybe it’s telling us something,” pambibiro ko rito. I saw him smile playfully, pero agad din yung ‘yong nagfade nang may marealize siya.

“I can see why a lot of guys want to do that with you,” I can hear a slight disappointment in his voice. Like he was pertaining to a slut? 

Then, I realized na lagi niya pala aakong nakikitang may kasamang lalaki. At the hotel room, I was just wearing a bathrobe since kakatapos ko lang maligo, but then, he saw Xander with me. Tapos dumating pa si Xavier na bastos ang bunganga. Now, he also saw me with some random guy.

I guess that’s how he made his conclusion.

“I also have my standards.” I feel like I needed to say it so that he won't degrade me.

“I guess I passed your ‘standard’ then,” he said arrogantly. “Let’s do it again, when I see you one more time.” Then he left the coffee shop, leaving me amused.