Let it be me Again

Chapter 12

Dumaan ang sabado, linggo, lunes hanggang friday 2 week as in 2 week wala syang paramdam idont know kung may nagawa ba kong mali sakanya like bat ganon hindi komanlang alam kung hiwalay naba kami kung okay paba kami 1 week no communication di ko din sya nakikita pag may games sya ilang beses ko tinry na puntahan sya pero sabi ng team mates nya umalis na minsan naman pag maaga ako napunta sasabihin nila na di pa nadating

"Sabi!! naiintindihan mo ba yung sinasabi ko girl! " jessica pinched me sa bewang to get my attention nakaupo kami sa isang bench habang nagagawa ng thesis

"yeah.." i simply answered

"nakakaloka ka sis super tahimik mo.. whats wrong ba? " jessica said

"wala naman, gusto kolang tahimik ngayon"

"sus! halatang halata naman muka mo na malungkot ka.. why dahil ba di ka natanggap sa lead role? " aniya said dali dali naman sya siniko ni jessica para pigilan sa sinasabi nya

i just looked at her at di na pinansin yung sinabi nya oo affected padin ako its been a week pero di kopadin makalimutan na extra lang ako sa isang teleserye dumagdag pa tong di pagkausap saken ni jace

"You know girls mauna na ako.." inimis ko ang gamit ko at di na pinakinggan ang mga sasabihin nila narinig ko pa si jessica na pinapagalitan si aniya sa sinabi nya

inisip kong pumunta sa coffee shop just to buy iced coffee di ako pwede mag kape pero bumili padin ako dahil bigla akong nag crave nilakad ko nalang yung coffee shop kasi may kalayuan lang naman pero kaya naman lakadin

habang nag lalakad ako ay may dalawang lalaki na para bang sumusunod saken i stop to look for them pero nagtatago agad sila

"Sana nag car nalang ako" i whispered to myself

binilisan ko pa ang lakad ko at naramdaman ko na natakbo sila don na ko nag panic one man grabbed my left hand

"Miss ang bilis mo naman" sabi pa nito nag pupumiglas ako habang nasigaw para may tumulong saken

"what the heck! what do you want from me? money? "

another man is forcing me na dalhin ako sa may eskinita kinuha din nya yung bag ko at nabagsak naman yung mac book ko

"Miss saglit lang ang ganda ganda mo kasi e nainlab kami" the guy said

"Get off me you f*****g asshole dont touch me! " i keep shouting na sana may makarinig saken

hinihila nila ako papunta sa gilid pero lumalaban ako kaya hindi nila ako mahila kaagad one guy is holding may face

"Ang gaganda talaga ng mga babae ngayon.. wala kaba boyfriend?"

"get off me dont touch me" sinipa ko yung isang lalaki sa maselang part ng katawan nya and shout as loud as i could sasampalin na sana ako ng guy na kasama nya when suddenly a man punched him

"Ivan.. " i let out my cry sa sobrang takot ivan is not alone kasama nya yung ibang baseball player binugbog nila yung dalawang lalaki while ivan help me to stand up and pick my things

"you're safe now dont worry" he hugged me sobrang takot na takot ako the two man ran ivan's friend immediately called the police

"Tha-thank you.. " nangangatal kong sabi habang patuloy padin na umiiyak at that time iniisip ko na sana si jace nalang ang nag ligtas saken nasan sya? pag tuwing kailangan ko sya lalo ako naiyak

all of us go to the police station to report what happen bumili naman yung ibang team mates ni jace ng pang first aid kit para kahit papano ay malinis yung mga sugat natamo ko

" Ma'am ano po bang nangyare? " the police asked me

"i was just walking alone at first they cat calling me and all of asudden they just grab me they get my bag and my mac book fell on the floor.. those idiot" i cant help myself and just cry hard ivan held my hand tight dahil kitang kita nya sa mata ko ang takot

habang inaayos nila yung blotter namin jace came na nag mamadali he looked at me with full of regret in his face

"Anong nangyare? sabrina.."

"I-imm.. fine.. " and cry again iyak nalang ako ng iyak dahil sa trauma and also dahil na din sa nangyare saken sa past weeks at dahil sakanya

"im sorry.. im so so sorry " niyakap nya ko habang naiyak ako

"Sabrina! lets go! " ivan grabbed my hands

Jace looked at him with anger abd grab my other hand "Whats wrong with you? "

"What's wrong with me? theres nothing wring with me" ivan smirked and let out a small laugh " baka sayo meron.. sabrina lets go!"

"shes my girl friend let go of her" jace pushed ivan

"Bro.. i think youre the one who needs to let go? " i was so shocked when ivan said that but i was more shocked when jace puncged him inti his face the other team mates of ivan help her para tumayo gaganti pa dapat sya ng sumigaw ako

"Whats wrong to the both of you! " i shout and tears suddenly fall in my face " I can go home by mayself, what the heck umuwi na kayong lahat " i get my things sa kamay ni jace and walked out

naglalakad na ko ng makita kong nasunod sakin si jace

"Get inside the car" jace calmly said

"i dont want to.. go away! " i shout

" i said get inside the car! " he shouted at bumaba sa kotse "whats wrong with you your so stubborn"

"whats wrong with me!? or should i ask what wrong with you?! whats wrong with us!? you didint text me.. you ignore me for 2 f*****g weeks" i cried but i manage to continue what i wanted to say " Jace! girl friend mo ba talaga ako?! kasi parang hindi "

"Im sorry.."

"yeah your sorry.. always!? al-ways jace.. do you love me? "

"That bullshit ofcourse i loved you" he punched his car " i f*****g love you i dont want to loose you but i think im loosing you.. i cannot protect you like.. like what i van did " he cried ate the moment hindi ko na alam kung ano tong nararamdaman ko ang sakit pala magmahal

" bakit? bakit wala kang paramda.. bakit pag kailangan kita wala ka? i need you kanina tinatawag ko pangalan mo sa isip ko pero wala ka nung hindi ako natabggap sa lead role na pinagauditionan gusto kita makausap pero wala ka?! bakit lagi kang wala.. ikaw labg gusto ko makausap jace ikaw lang pero wala ka" sabi ko habang wala pa din tigil sa kakaiyak

" Natalo kami sa game namin super devastated ako kasi sabi nang coach ko wala akong laro.. at dahil daw yon sayo nagalit ako hindi sayo sa coach ko dahil ayaw kong sasabihin nya yon sayo.. gusto nya hiwalayan kita para bumalik yung laro ko" he held my hands and continue talking " pero sabi ko tanggalin nalang nila ko sa team pero hindi kita hihiwalayan dahil masaya ako sayo.."

"What?! jace dont tell me tinanggal ka nila.." i asked him

" Yes my tinanggal ako ng coach ko for the mean time.. pag isipan ko daw muna yung mga bagay na nasa utak ko. "

"Im sorry.. "

"Dont be sorry.. its not your fault its my choice"

"Can i asked kung bakit ka distracted nung game nyo ba yon? "

" distracted ako dahil namatay yung lolo ko sa mother side and hindi ko matanggap dahil sobrang close kami.. hindi kita mareplayan ng maayos kung akala mo dahil sa di ka nakapanood wala yon saken sabrina i understand your situation i understand na you need to pursue your dreams and ayaw kong maging sagabal don"

i was shocked ng sabihin nya saken na namatayan sya like what the heck bakit di nya sinabi saken

" Bakit hindi mo sinabi? " i asked and cried again

" its okay i dont want to bother you.. ayaw kolang madagdagan ang problema mo dahil tingin ko may problema ka at ramdam koyon i also texted jessica to take good care sayo i hope she did"

so sya pala yon sa two weeks na di kami nagkakausap jessica became so clingy saken and ang dami nya binibiling food for me to eat

" thats the reason why every day siguro wala ka sa gym? im so sorry"

"yeah.. pinalabas nila na injured ako.. bullshit right? but i just accept it pero next week or next month baka makapag laro na ulit ako"

"im so sorry... " i said

" i told you.. di mo kasalanan.. wag kana umiyak babalik panaman ako miss na ko ng coach ko e" pag paoatawa pa nya "selos ngalang siguro yon sayo kasi ang ganda mo e crush ata ako non"

"Jace! " i tapped his shoulder and smile he inisist na ihatid na ko sa bahay iniwan ko nalang yung car sa may school naman naka park kaya ayos lang pag dating namin sa mansion ay pinapasok ko sya hindi nya maiwasang hindi tumingin sa mga pasa at sugat na nakuha ko sobrang pasain lang talaga akong tao kaya mabilis na lumalabas ang mga pasa sa katawan ko

" Ma'am! " my maud greeted me

i just smiled at them pag bukas ko ng pintuan ay bumungad agad saken si mommy

"Mom? omg ngayon pala kayo uuwi? " i smiled awkwardly kasi kasama ko si jace at medyo nahihiya ako baka kung ano isipin ni mommy

"Anak! it seems na nagulat ka ha" my mom smiled na parang nangaasar

"Bakit di nyo sinabi saken na ngayon kayo uuwi? "

" its a surpise anak!" my dad speak from behind pababa sya ng hagdan " oh so your the lucky guy i guess? come in" my dad said habangkinikiss ako sa forehead and hugged me

"Sir... Ma'am.. Im Jace Lastimosa it was nice meeting you po"

"Lastimosa? are you related to the you great doctors here in the philippines?" my mom asked

" ah yeah.. opo " he just smiled i know nahihiya sya iayaw nya i brag yubg hospital nila kasi sabi nya gusto nya makilala not because of their hospital but because nakagawa sya ng sariling pangalan nya

"That's nice.. why dont you join us in dinner " my dad offered habang nag paprepare bg dinner ay inaayos naman ng ibang maids yung mga pasalubong na bigay saken nila mommy habang busy kami sa pag aayos ng table ni mommy si jace naman at daddy ay nag kukwentuhan about something

sana naririnig ko kasi baka sinisiraan na ko ni dad kay jace

" anak calm down di ka sisiraan ng daddy modon" my mom smiled

"Mom your so annoying " i said

" im happy for you anak i can see that youre happy"

"Thanks mommy ilove you thankyou for everything eventhough sometimes wala kang time geezz napaka cheesy mom"

my mom just smiled at me tinuruan nya ko kung pano mag prepare ng makakakain kasi yun daw ang di nya naituro saken dahil busy sila sa work im hapoy kasi kahit papano nakapag bonding kami ni mommy

maya maya ay tinawag na din namin ang boys para kumain

" you pick a right man anak" my dad gave a thumbs up saken

i just smiled at him habang sineserve ng mga maids ang pagkain ay hinawakan ni jace ang kamay ko super na shock ako kaya nanlaki ang mata ko baka kasi makita nina mommy nakakahiya

" calm down.." he whispered at me

nagkwentuhan lang kami buong dinner it was vey fun sobrang saya ko to see my boyfriend and my parents hangging out with each other

nalulungkot lang din ako for some reason dahil sa nangyare kay jace

"Thankyou.." i just smiled at him tumaas kami sa fave spot ko sa may attick

"ikaw lang palagi ang pipiliin ko mahal na mahal kita sabi " he grab my hands and held my waist napaupo ako sa lap nya at hindi na napigilan ang sarili kong halikan sya

he stared at me for a moment before hilding my nape and pulling me deeper from him to deepen his kiss. his kisses went down to my neck and where he playfully sucked lightly, dahan dahan para hindi malamatan ng kiss mark

he slowly pulled the strap of my dress and pulle ot down revealing my mound he started kissing and sucking on it while massaging the other one he licked my niple with passion

" Ja-cee.. s**t uhhh" i moaned when he grabbed me harder

hiniga nya ko sa sofa and stopped kissing me to push my panties aside and touch my wetness

"Are you ready? " he asked me

"I think!" i closed my eyes when i felt his hands on my private part ipapasok na sana nya ang mga kamay nya saaking p********e ng biglang kumatok ang isa sa mga maid namen

"Oh shit.. " i almost fl on the floor to get my bra and isuot ang damit ko jace probably smiling because of my facial expression

"Ma'am may kailangan po ba kayo may nadinig po kasi kaming sumigaw" the maid said so nadinig nya ko shet nakakahiya

"No may ipis lang sige na lalabas na din kami"umalis na din ang maid i cover my breast with a pillow to get my bra

" so nasan ang ipis? " jace teased me

"Het stop your so annoying " isusuot ko na sana ang bra ko when he grabbed me and sucked my n****e "Jace.. " he covered my mouth and whispere

"Baka may ipis nanaman wag ka maingay " kinuha nya ang bra ko at sinuot sakin

"Yun na yon? di mo na itutuloy? "

"Your so thirsty tama na lets go!" lumabas na sya ng secret room ko and bumaba na sinuot ko na din yung damit ko and inayos ang buhok ko pag baba ko ay nandon sila mommy na awkwardan tuloy ako ng konti but i managed na maging okay sa oaningin nila

nagpaalam na din si jace para makauwi na sa bahay nila

it was a tiring evening again