aki and meg started dating as if they were together.
it was a good start for a new relationship. getting to know more each other well.
they travel, drink and have amazing time together.
their relationship gets deeper and deeper.
passionate kisses and love making . what else they can ask for.
"i love you " as she whispered to aki while he is sleeping after they had made love. "i dont wanna lose you" as she strokes his hair down to his cheeks. thought that aki didn't hear what she said.
he then hugs her telling her that he is tired and wants to have some sleep.
each moment was special with meg. but seems a lot to be different with aki after few months of dating.
yes they do things that boyfriends and girlfriends do. but something is missing.
"hi babe, im dropping by at your house tonight.. i cooked some of your favorite"
"aww you are so sweet. im just at home working out"
"ok babe ill see you later, i love you"
"ok bye see you" then aki hung up
she feels loved whenever they are together. but no i love you back from him
but she was using the benefit of the doubt that aki was just shy to tell her how much he loves her.
she wasnt expecting, but she has high hopes that she will hear it from him.
she was patient.
"im here! " opens gate and enters the frontyard. no one responded.
akis place seemed to be different. its silent
like no one is home.
checks the door but its open.
no one is inside, his sisters and brothers arent there.
she goes directly to akis room. its slightly open
she peeks a little inside and there she saw him.
lying on his tummy, facing towards the window and did not even noticed meg come inside. he was chatting.
"hi" said meg
aki was surprised and he stood up immediately and hid his phone under the pillow.
"you're here... i thought you will text before you arrive. why are you early?"
"i want to surprise you" meg said "and yeah you were so surprised." feeling like aki was hiding something.
"are you still in we chat?" "i thought i saw you using that app a while ago."
"noooo, ive already deleted that. come here..i missed you" hugs meg and changes topic.
"i missed you too. did you eat already?"
"ahh yeah, my friend dropped by just few hours before you arrived, she just left actually."
"friend?... she?" meg got confused and thought that is why the gate and the door was open.
they were alone, and he knew meg was bringing him dinner and yet he already had dinner with the "she". she was feeling jealous. but she did not mind her feeling and continued to cuddle aki.
"i cooked it just for you why did you not wait for me? i went early for i thought you were already hungry." she said
she wasnt actually early. she was late.
she didnt mind who that was and she never asked again.
she was afraid she will lose aki if she confronts him, like a jealous girlfriend
but she can't
they dont have label.
she dont even know what exactly she is for him. all she knows is that they are doing things that they are not supposed to do. as to which they dont have the agreement that they are commited to each other.
"next time text me before you arrive so i can prepare...i mean prepare the house its a mess."
"ok babe.. i will." and she kept silent.
she went to akis room and lied down
"can i sleep here for the night babe..?" planning to sneak in to his phone when he falls asleep.
"uhmm not tonight, my sisters are coming early in the morning, i dont want them to see you here. and we're going to practice early."
something has changed.
there was nothing wrong before when she usually sleep there. it was okay whenever his sisters see her with aki.
"lets go, ill drop you at your house" gets the keys and drives her home.
she couldnt disagree and she went home before the night was over.
she cant believe she is feeling indifferent with what happened.
she was curious. and feeling stressed.
"goodnight babe, i love you!" she texted
but it was seen.