I told him that I want to try going out with him. I want to know him more and see if we are compatible or not. Mas maganda nang subukan kaysa pagsisihan ko sa huli. I know people who are not yet in love but tried their luck in the relationship and they succeeded anyway. Wala namang mawawala, why not give it a shot?
Simula ‘nung araw na ‘yun, nag-uusap na kami, we followed and added each other on social medias. Every morning he would text me his morning messages, he would always remind me to eat my meals. Nagsimula ang classes namin, gradwaiting…kaya hindi kami masyadong nagkikita pa dahil busy siya sa work samantalang ako ay naging busy din sa acads. Naiintindihan naman niya ‘yun. Kumakain lang kami minsan ng dinner together.
From: Tanner
Let’s have dinner. What time will your classes end?
To: Tanner
5:30 pm.
From: Tanner
I’ll fetch you, see you.
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Hindi na ako nag-reply pa, excited ako sa araw na ‘yun. Gusto ko nan gang padaliin ang oras para makita ko na siya. Last period na namin, panay ang tingin ko sa relo ko para i-check ang oras pero parang pinagtitripan ako dahil nagpa quiz pa ang prof namin kaya na-extend ng 15 minutes ang class namin.
From: Tanner
Parking na ako.
Hey, where are you?.
To: Tanner
Katatapos lang ng class ko.
Wait lang palabas na ako.
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Nagmadali na akong ayusin ang mga gamit ko para makapunta na sa kanya. Lakad takbo ang ginawa ko para mabilis akong makarating sa parking. Muntik pa akong matapilok ng malapit na ako sa kanya mabuti na lang nasalo niya ako.
He chuckled, “Hey, be careful. I won’t leave you. I’ll always wait for you.”
I smiled, “Let’s go.”
“Where do you want to eat?”
“You?” I asked back.
He chuckled again, “I asked you where not who. But I won’t hesitate to be your meal.”
Feeling ko napunta lahat sa mukha ko ang dugo sa katawan ko dahil sa sinabi niya.
“Luh, masarap ka ba?” sagot ko para makabawi man lang sa pang-aasar niya sa akin.
“You wanna taste so that you’ll know the answer.”
Feeling ko magkakalagnat ako dahil sa init ng mukha ko sa pinagsasabi niya sa akin, bwisit na lalaking ‘to. Pero ayaw kong patalo. Hindi pwedeng matalo.
"Sure. Saan? Dito na ba sa kotse mo?” matapang kong sagot sa kanya.
Siya naman ang hindi nakasagot ngayon pero nakabawi din agad siya, “Where did you learn that courage to talk lightly about these things?”
“C’mon, I am turning twenty, you think I am that innocent? Beside I grew up with boys,” tumawa ako.
“Oh god, my future kids will have a very vulgar mother. I wish they will not grow up with that kind of mouth.”
“Ayaw mo bang may magandang nanay ang magiging anak mo?” asar ko sa kanya.
“Kahit hindi maganda, basta ikaw.”
“So you think I am pangit, f**k off.”
Nakaka-offend siya ha.
He laughed again, “ang pikonin mo no.”
“Shut up,” hindi ko na siya pinansin dahil naiinis na talaga ako.
Nakarating kami sa isang Japanese restaurant na siya na ang pinili kasi hindi ko na siya pinansin kaninang nagtanong siya ulit.
“We’re here. Let’s go.”
Hinintay niya ako pero dahil hindi niya ako mahintay ay bumalik siya sa kotse niya.
“Do you want me to carry you out of the car?”
Padabog kong binuksan ang sasakyan niya at bumaba na dahil ayoko namang gumawa kami ng eksena dito.
Tumawa lang siya sa tabi ko, “My baby is really a baby. I think I am a babysitter now.”
“Hindi na ako bata. Nahalikan ko na nga si Prince, torrid pa. Bata pa ba sayo ‘yun?”
“What did you say? You what? Kissed who?” putol-putol niyang tanong sa akin.
Ako naman ang tumawa ngayon, “I did not say anything. Let’s go inside na para makakain na tayo. Gutom ang baby mo.”
Inirapan niya ako tsaka nilagpasan para mauna na siyang makapasok sa restaurant. Ang foul na nang mood niyang nag-oorder ng kakainin namin.
“Talk to me.”
“Talk to me,” he mocked.
“Kakausapin mo ba ako o iiwan kita rito? Hindi naman na makabuluhan pang date ‘to kung magiging childish ka,” banta ko sa kanya.
“So, it’s my fault now that I am jealous because you have a lot of boys who can replace me.”
“Pinagsasabi mo?” tanong ko sa kanya.
“Nothing. Let’s just eat,” supladong sinabi niya at kumain na.
Natapos na kaming kumain pero wala pa ring umiimik sa amin.
“Let’s go.”
“Yun na yun? Final answer?”
Hinila na niya ako. Nasa kotse na niya kami pero hindi pa rin siya umiimik.
“Talk to me na.”
“Do you want to kiss me? Torrid.”
Tumawa ako sa sinabi niya, “Masarap ka bang humalik kasi si Prince masarap na---“ naputol ang sinabi ko dahil hinila na niya ako at hinalikan na.
He kissed me gently at first but he became aggressive when he thinks I don’t what to respond. He sucks my lips like it is the end of the world for the both of us. He even bit my lower lip to seek for the entrance of his tongue and I wholeheartedly let him. It is so hard to resist him so in the end I also kissed him the same intensity he was giving to me. His tongue slowly slides inside my mouth and he is sucking my lips. He let me go to catch my breath. When I am able to breathe properly I held him to kiss him again, hindi maayos ang pwesto namin and he can’t properly kiss me so he held my waist to put in in his lap. He is now kissing my neck and my hand unbuttoning his long sleeves. He found the hem of my shirt and he slid his hands and search for my boob. He starts playing with my boobs and it felt so good that I moaned. He continued caressing it and I felt the tingling sensation. I can now feel his bulge growing in his pants. I playfully humped and I saw him close his eyes like he is enjoying it. He lifted me a little and put his hands between my legs and slowly finds its way up to my flower. Kahit naka-pants pa ako ay nararamdaman ko na ang ibang feeling dahil sa paghawak niya doon.
“Let’s go to the backseat,” namamaos na sabi ne’to and I obliged.
Nang makaupo siya ng maayos na naupo na ulit ako sa lap niya. We kiss again. He again put his hands in my sensitive part, still wearing my pants he caressed me there slowly. I moan again and again because it feels so good. I was about to unbuckle his belt when he stop.
“Let’s stop. If we go on I don’t think I can still control this. Hatid na kita,” He said kissing me in the forehead.
I appreciate that he controlled himself because I might also just give in. But this only our first official date but we ended up making out in his car.