Hinatid ako ni Dhiz sa bahay. Binigyan niya ako ng kanyang calling card at sinabing tawagan ko lang siya anytime. Inulit niya rin ang intensiyon niyang tulungan ako. Mukhang handa na siyang iwan ang ganitong lifestyle. Sex. Drugs. Prostitution and all out immorality. At gusto niya akong isama. Napahawak ako sa ulo. Ginugulo ni Dhizaster ang utak ko. He has a life. He is filthy rich and an owner of a goddamn company. This things, I think is only his past time. Why would he offer me an impossible deal?I have...I am nothing. Without porn, drugs or s*x I don't know what will become of me.I don't have any identity aside from the infamous name Ria Rida. I dont have any source of income but this. I'm afraid to go back in morally imperfect world and eat dumps and rags again. Mahirap kami. Wa

