Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdanan ko habang nasa loob ng sasakyan ni Dhiz. Nasa side niya ako at tahimik akong nakatingin sa bintana na parang walang nangyari.My inside says something else.
Putlang putla ako at nanginginig parin yung mga kalamnan ko.Yung impact ng mga nangyari naiwan lahat sa puso't isip ko.
Pinagmasdan ko yung paa kong bahagyang nanginginig pa at may ilang dumi at galos. I am so lost. My sanity was slowly slipping away from me. My soul betrays me and leave my body to die.I'm all alone now.With myself, which I hate the most.
I hate me.
I hate what I've become.
I hate myself so much that I want to end it.
Tumulo yung luha ko at napatawa ako ng walang humor .
Naramdaman kong nag stiff si Dhiz sa tabi ko.
"Dont break down Ria.You can get through all of it"
Dahan
