The next few days feel like we’re just going through the motions. Nag nanakawan lang kami ng tingin ni Vaughn whenever we see each other at the mansion. Debra called me to tell me na processing na ang loan since na approved na mismo ng business managers and mismong si Vaughn. Doon na lang ako nag focus. At least one problem got out of my way. Gusto kong lutuan si Vaughn ng pagkain at maka sabay sya ulit kumain pero hindi pwede. Madalas akong kumain sa kwarto ko. I just generally exist within the walls of the mansion whenever I am there. Pinaghahandaan ko ang oras na pumunta doon si Santana at kung sakali man na mag kita kami. I wouldn’t want it to happen dahil malamang na possible na mapoprovoke ako given that Santana seems to really love saying it to my face na pinagpalit ako ni Vaughn

