I found out what happened to me, a week after kong makalabas sa hospital. The policemen who found me in my car beneath the river, gave me their report.
Nag-drive ako ng lasing, at base sa mga witness noong gabing 'yon, gumigewang na ang sasakyan ko bago pa man ako makadaan sa tulay. In the middle of the bridge, I lost control. I crashed in the bridge's fence, and fell down the river.
I got curious why I ended up like that, at nalaman kong nakipaghiwalay ako sa girlfriend ko noong gabing 'yon. Blare was having an affair with my bestfriend, whom I don't want to mention. Turns out, she's pregnant.
I broke up with her, at dumaretso ako sa bar. Hindi ako tumigil until I was so drunk. Alam ko na maaaksidente ako noong gabing 'yon, pero pinili kong maaksidente.
I wanted to end my life.
