"Confront somebody with an issue before it becomes a conflict. Confrontation is not all bad. "
-Sunday Adelaja
"Now what???" she said angrily habang padabog nyang isinara ang pinto pagpasok nila sa kanilang penthouse. She threw her bag on the sofa and faced him, waiting for him to say something.
"Look, I'm sorry for dragging you out of the club. It wasn't my intention to do that but I know Ivan, that guy you have met. He was trying to drug you!" Alex tried to explain.
Mylene was a bit surprise sa sinabi ni Alex and hated herself because she was being so careless again, but she didn't show it.
"Eh ano naman ba sa'yo Alex? I didn't meddle when you had s*x with some low, cheap w***e! We had a deal, so get your f**king ass off my personal life! If I want to flirt, eh di mag flirt ka din! If I want to make out with other men, mag make out ka din. Wala ka na dun!" Mylene screamed at him to air out her dismay too.
But Alex pretended he wasn't affected by what she said, though her words cut like a dagger to him. Wala pang babaeng gumawa nito sa kanya. Kahit kailan, di pa sya sumuyo sa babe. Di pa sya nasigawan ng babae.
Only her...
And he allowed that.
He slowly approached Mylene, wearing his most pleading expression.
"Please love, let's talk. I'm sorry." he softly said.
Mylene was fuming as she pushed Alex away from her.
"Eh talagang gago ka nga pala! Matapos mo akong gaguhin, sasabihin mo I'm sorry??? Matapos kang makipagtalik sa ibang babae, I'm sorry lang??? And you have the nerve to meddle on my personal business!!" she blurted out.
"Love..."
"Tangina mo! Don't you ever dare call me love!!! Akala mo ba sa isa mong "I'm sorry" mawawala na lahat. Putangina! Wala kang pinag iba sa kanila."
"Please, let me explain...."
"Explain??? Go ahead!!! Explain it to me. Just make sure ma e-explain mo ng tama ang sasabihin mo because I swear Alex, I'm super tired of men fooling me!" she said as tears were starting to build in her eyes. That was her last streak.
Mylene felt so weak. She just wanted all this to stop. She was so tired of everything.... tired of hurting.... tired of fighting....tired of hoping...
Then Alex started to talk. Napabuntong hininga sya at humawak sa kanyang sentido.
"I actually don't have an acceptable reason to tell you why it happened. At kung bakit ko nagawa yun. If I'll say dahil sa peer pressure, ang tanga ko at nagpadala ako sa pangguguyo nila. If I'll say I was too drunk not to know, I'll be lying again. If I'll say I was so weak to be tempted, then by god, I was so stupid! I have no reason! Isa lang ang alam ko. Ang gago ko! I'm so stupid Mylene to have hurt you like that..." Alex sincerely said.
This time, Mylene let out all her heartaches and cried and she couldn't help or hide it. She hated herself for feeling that sincerity in Alex's pleading and she felt like she is betraying her ownself for feeling that way. She was trapped again, her fragile heart.
And she hated herself more for falling for him!
She gathered her thoughts on what she wanted to happen....because she needed to be on guard. She couldn't be vulnerable to get hurt again.
"You know, wala naman sana akong pakialam how many girls you want to f**k! I don't suppose to give a damn!!!! Wala sana akong pakialam! But you made me believe na iba ka,....na hindi mo ko sasaktan... Na mapagkakatiwalaan kita. You made my heart take that risk again and yet you fail."
This is it. She will tell him everything she wanted to say. No turning back now.
"Mylene...."
"Wait, I'm not done talking yet... Alam mo ba that I was ready to take a risk with you??? Na handa na akong buksan ang puso kong muli sayo? This was not the kind of marriage life ang pinangarap ko Alex. To hell with all this wealth if my heart is at stake! Oo, ayoko nito, but since I have no choice, kagaya mo, tinanggap ko! The least we could have done for each other is respect! Tangina! Sana man lang you have the decency to do it discreetly!!! But netizens feasted on you and Jessica sa social media!
You know how I was hurt when Juancho betrayed me and how much it crushed me.
You know na may trust issues ako.
And tangina!!! you convinced me na di mo gagawin sa akin yun at naniwala ako!
But it seems that you couldn't live up to your words. You had a choice not to f**k her, di bah? but you choose to do it."
"Love, di ko alam bat ko nagawa yun. Pero, I truly regret it happened. "
"I hate you for making me feel this, alam mo ba yun??? Now tell me, bakit ba tayo kelangan mag usap ngayon? Kasi kung ako tatanungin mo, tapusin na natin ang kabaliwang arrangement na to. I'll talk to my dad, you talk to yours, and let's end this f*****g marriage for god's sake!!! Habang may konting respeto pa tayo sa isa't isa."
Patuloy ang paghikbi nya kaya't lumapit si Alex sa kanya at niyakap sya ng mahigpit.
"No, Please, I'm sorry. Give me another chance..."
"Chance? This was your f*****g second chance!!!! Now give me one good reason why should I do that Alex? What do I get if I give you another chance? More heartbreaks? More lies? Kasi, I'm so done with it!"
Alex took a deep breath. He, too, was so lost. Ngayon, masasabi nyang he couldn't afford to lose her, and he was going to do everything to make her stay with him. Wala ng pa pride. Wala nang pagmamayabang sa kakayahan nya. He had proven that ample times. He had to make her give him that chance.
He looked straight into Mylene's eyes...
"No love, ayoko....dahil mahal na kita. Mahal kita Mylene..."
Natigilan si Mylene sa sinabi ni Alex sa kanya. They just looked into each other's eyes.
She was so torn between believing in his sincerity and broken by his lies. She had to safeguard her heart. She composed herself, took a deep breath, and said,
"I'm sorry Alex,... but don't expect me to love you back... I won't allow anybody else, not even you, kahit asawa na kita, to break me again."
Pilit na kumawala si Mylene sa hawak ni Alex but the next thing she knew, Alex grabbed her and passionately kissed her...and like a broken glass that she was, she let him make her weak....again.
His mouth crushed down over hers, hard, heated, demanding. Alex pushed his tongue, hot and sensual, and swirled around her tongue in a delicate dance. He didn't simply kiss her. He devoured her. He wanted her to feel that she only belonged to him.
Mylene felt that intensity of his kisses and she sighed. She wanted to fight that urge but her body betrayed her again and she allowed herself to completely melt into his embrace.
Nanlulumo sya sa sarap ng halik ni Alex. His kisses tasted sweeter especially as his words kept on ringing in her ears.
"Dahil mahal na kita..Mahal kila Mylene..."
His mouth was warm on hers and it stirred her up quickly.
(Warning: the following scene is not suitable for young readers. you can skip this part if you want, otherwise, read at your own risk. You have been warned.)
Alex began unzipping her dress habang ang isang kamay ay humahaplos sa kanyang katawan nya at nagpapainit dito. Her every skin tingled as he caressed her gently.
She started to touch him too, and her feeling was evoked, that unwinding deep inside her that made her giddy.
Malaya nilang ini explore ang katawan ng isat isa, lost in intimacy.
Alex carried he without letting her lips go, laid her on their bed, his hands moving briskly along her thigh, over her underwear.
Mylene's hand over his body also felt more like a caress, intimate stroking that was arousing him, slowly removing his shirt.
"Oh F*uck..."
Patuloy silang naghahalikan, naghahaplusan...ninanamnam ang sarap ng nararamdam ng bawat isa, ay di alintana ang anuman ang di pagkakaintindihan nila kanila.
Her hand traveled on his neck, her fingers teasing just below his ears as she continued to kiss him much more intensely now, with passion ignited.
His hands slipped under her bra to find her bare breast, creating a wonderful hot sensation.
Mylene moaned against his mouth as he unclasped her bra, kneaded her, making her crown peak.
She pressed even harder against him as the tension built within her, randam nya ang sensayong dala ng halik at haplos ni Alex sa kanyang katawan...a kind of sensation that was trying to be freed from within her.
Bumaybay ang mga kamay ni Alex pababa, hanggang sa umabot it sa kanyang p********e. He cupped her womanhood and it brought a more intense and electrifying sensation.
Alex vowed to make her want him....and even love him back. Ipapadama nya sa asawa na pwede syang mahalin nito. He wanted to make her realized how good they were together and that their marriage will work.
He slowly removed her panties, and slid his fingers between the curls to touch her core, while he was slipping to her neck to suckle and nip the sensitive flesh below her ears.
"Hhmmm....." Mylene whimpered as the fever built within her.
"Love" Alex whispered huskily.
Bumaon ang mga kamay ni Mylene sa likod ng asawa when he kneaded her nub.
"Oooh..." Mylene moaned
Alex started to kiss her down, from her ears to her neck, to her mounds, teasing it to its peak then down to her navel, gently nipping on her hot skin, leaving her small bite marks.
Then he sniffed on her womanhood and softly licked her folds while his hands continued to knead her breast. He tasted her, licking her very part. Her sweet scents made him hungrier than he was before, his throbbing manhood was hardened and it pained him.
Mylene lost her sanity for the intensity of sensation she was feeling all over her body.
She cried aloud when Alex sucked her, tasting her wet core.
Her body trembled as she felt her bellyaching into places and threatening to explode as Alex continued to pleasure her with his expert tongue and his mouth, softly and gently adoring her. Then he slipped his fingers inside, while he continued licking and sucking her...
"Give it to me, my love...." Alex said and his voice gave vibration that made her moaned all the more.
"Sh.........ahhhh...ahhhh...."
Kanina pa napipigil si Alex. Sa bawat tinig ng ungol ni Mylene, his hardness gets tighter but he had to control his urge to take her.
Not long when he felt his wife quivered and he knew she reached her peak.
"Aleeexx....."
Mylene felt sure she shattered into pieces as she had her release.
Just as when Alex felt her explosion, the control he had been clutching on desperately snapped and he came down on top of her, his mouth taking her lips once more as he plunged into her.
Mylene's eyes flew open in shock at his intrusion when he took her. She was so filled with his long and thick manhood...
"My love..." he whimpered.
Hindi pa humupa ang matinding sarap na dala ng kanyang orgasmo, nakakaramdam naman siya ng pagbubuo sa kanyang pusunan. She felt Alex's muscles also tensed as he rhythmically moved inside her...
She reached her hands to touch his chest, now sweating and his muscles now contracting...
Mylene knew pilit na pinipigalan ni Alex na labasan sya na wala pa sya.
She touched on his n*****s and pinched it, copying what he had done to her and Alex gave a loud groan.
"Oooh.... Don't do that love. I want us to come together."
Patuloy ang paggalaw ni Alex, sa pag labas masok kay Mylene, trying so hard to control so he can give her that satisfaction before he found his.
With that, she closed her eyes and focused on the intimacy she now shared with her husband and not long enough, she felt it building her again.
"Oooh.... So good..." she said.
Lalong tumindi ang sensation when Alex, in kneeling position, reached for her sensitive nub and rubbed it while moving in and out on her.
Doble doble ang sensation na naramdaman ni Mylene at di na nya alam kung ano ang ngdudulot nito. It was an unbearable pleasure.
Is it his hardness inside her or his thumb rubbing her....???
"Oh s**t!!! Malapit na ako...ayaan na...oooh....!!!" sigaw ni Mylene when she exploded.
Alex plunged at her one last time and he also reached his own heights.
"Aaaahh love...."
Bumagsak si Alex sa kanyang ibabaw while spilling his seed into her.
Both were consumed by the sweet bliss of their union and walang nagsalita. Tanging t***k ng kanilang mga puso at malalim na hininga ang maririnig.
They fell asleep, holding each others' naked body, and allowed their thoughts to rest for the night...