ARGOS
Pride. Hindi ko magawang iisang tabi ang pride ko.
After I fetched Via in Kubli, bumalik sa isip ko yung takot. Via's my weakness. Gusto ko na iangat yung pride ko kahit kaunti kaya kahit mahirap ay hindi ko sya masyado kinakausap. I wanted her to feel the pain even just a little bit of what I felt. But when I came back from the town at akala ko ay umalis sya, hindi ko mapigilan mag panic.
I have been rehearsing what to say and be calm as I was on the way to Kubli but when I saw her there looking so innocent with no clue how I was so nervous, hindi ko na napigilan na halos takbuhin sya at halikan.
And then she just coldly dismissed me. Right. Hindi nya na ako ulit kinausap hanggang makabalik na kami sa bahay.
Inis na inis na ako sa nangyayari. Gusto ko na itapon yung binili kong
