"Hoy! problema mo!" Hampas ni julia sa akin, "Kanina ko pa napapansin tulala ka diyan baks." Huminga akong malalim.
Jacob called me he has an out of town business meeting for 3 days in Palawan. I was actually sad. Only now in my entire life have a billionaire messed up my life like this. It's too late because I'm already in love with him. Every time I see him and I'm with him, my heart is happy and I'm satisfied with what we have now. He makes my heart happy, because I feel like I'm important to him too. Gusto kung malaman kung gusto din niya ako. But how? What will I do? Tinignan ko si julia na nakatingin sa akin.
"Baks, pano mo malalaman kung gusto ka din nang taong mahal mo?" nagtataka siya.
"Bakit may gusto kang iba bukod kay jacob?" nakakunot niyang tanong. Ngumuso ako. I looked at the people walking outside. We are inside the coffee shop. We just finished work and had a quick snack and then went home.
"Wala lang natanong ko lang naman."walang alam si julia sa set up namin ni jacob.
"Alam mo baks, unang una papansin yan. Kung napapansin mo na masyado siyang hyper o sobrang saya kapag nandyan ka, isa yan sa hint na may gusto yan sayo. Kapag sobrang lakas tumawa tapos tumitingin sayo, tapon nang tapon ng mga jokes na corny, o di kaya inaasar asar ka niya para lang mapansin mo siya." nakanganga akong nakikinig kay julia kasi ganyan ang ginawa sakin ni jacob nong nasa penthouse niya ako.
Pauwi na kami ni julia nang may humintong van sa tapat namin may lumabas na dalawang bodyguard hinawakan bigla ang braso ko, nabigla ako kaya lumaban ako. Si julia ay hinawakan nang isang bodyguard. Ako ay pinilit isakay sa van. "Baks! bitawan nyo siya!" nilingon ko si julia. Pinupokpok ang bodyguard.
"Wag nyo syang sasaktan please!Sasama ako, wag nyo lang syang sasaktan." naiiyak kong pakiusap. Tinignan ko si julia na umiiyak. Takot na takot.
"Umuwi ka na julia," lumunok ako nang mariin. "O-ok lang ako wag kang mag alala. Uuwi ako okay sige na."taboy ko sa kanya. I got into the van, I was shaking but I managed to calm down. I can't just be afraid of whoever abducted me. I was surprised when we were going to Jacob's house, sinong nagpadukot sa akin? Lolo niya?
Huminga akong malalim nong pumasok ang van sa mansyon nila. Binaba ako nang isang bodyguard hawak hawak ako sa braso. After we entered the house, I was directed to Jacob's grandfather's office. Kumatok ang bodyguard at pumasok kami. When we entered I saw his grandfather sitting in his office chair. He stood up and approached me. He signaled his bodyguard to go out. Binitawan ako nang bodyguard nila at lumabas na. Tinignan ko ang lolo ni jacob. Seryoso ang Don.
"Ano pong kailangan niyo sa akin." Tinapangan ko ang boses ko. Nginisihan ako.
"I warned you before, did you listen?" May galit sa mata nang matandang Don.
"I repeat, stay away my grandson!" every word he says is a threat to me. "If you don't follow now. You are the one who made a mess in your life. What will happen to you and your aunt." nakipagtitigan ako sa kanya. Tumalikod siya at may kinuha sa mesa. He took my hand and put the paper, I looked at the paper. My eyes widened when I saw that it was a check with an amount of 5 million written on it. Napaiyak ako. Yes, we are poor, but I was not raised to be a bad person. As much as possible, I'm always calm, especially in this situation.
"I will marry my grandson to the one who suits him best and Celine Cuevas is the only one who is a famous model. It's not just someone like you who can stick my heir to a Jacob Sullivan. Leave, I don't want trash in my mansion. Naiyak ako sa panlalait niya sa akin. Tumalikod siya at umupo sa chair niya. "Leave, I don't want trash in my mansion." I approached him, I could see the shock in his eyes. Maybe wondering why I was approaching his place. I picked up the check and tore it in front of him. He didn't react but his face was red, I don't know if it's because he's angry with me, I don't know.
"If Jacob moved away from me, there was no problem with me. I'm not going to make you pay just to keep your grandson away. Alam ko hindi niyo na po kailangang ipagduldulan sa akin na m
mahirap lang kami, but I won't allow rich people like you to trample on me. Especially when I don't do anything bad to them. Lalo na po sa inyo. Aalis na po ako." When I turned back, my tears fell. I ran out of their mansion.
Nakauwi ako sa amin naghihintay di tita at julia. I didn't say anything to them so they wouldn't think about it anymore. I'm restless in my bed, I'm thinking a lot. Jacob and I don't have anything, so there is no problem if he marries that model. But I love him like I don't want to let go of him. I took my phone and opened my f*******: account and browsed. Inistalk ko si jacob. He has a 2hours ago upload picture with his back and looking away, with the caption 'Miss you so much baby, soon you will know how I really feel. I can't wait to see you soon'. Kumabog ang dibdib ko, parang pinagpawisan ako sa aking nakita. Anong ibig niyang sabihin?
Pumayag na kaya siya sa plano nang lolo niya. Parang kinurot ang puso ko. There is nothing I can do if he agrees to what his grandfather wants, they are a perfect couple, both rich, handsome and beautiful. I started to cry because of my thoughts. This is my first love, first kiss, first crazy and first hurt. Masakit pala sa bangs. I don't want to love again, it's traumatic. It's better to be alone, you don't think about anyone else but yourself. Patulog na ako nang biglang may tumatawag sa akin, dahil papikit na ako hindi ko ma nakita ang callet sinagot ko na agad. "Hello." inaantok kung wika sa kabilang line.
"Baby.." nanlaki ang mata ko sa narinig ko.
"J‐jacob?" kinakabahang sabi ko. "Ikaw ba yan?" paniniguro ko.
"Yes, baby. I'm outside can you come out?" bigla akong tumayo at sumilip sa bintana. Kita ko ang sasakyan niya sa labas.
"T–eka lang lalabas ako." kabadong kabado ako habang naglalakad ako palabas nang gate. Sa sobrang excited ko nakalimutang kong wala akong bra. I'm only wearing cotton shorts and spaghetti straps. Paglabas ko nang gate umilaw ang car niya. His car door opened and I got in. When I entered, he suddenly pulled me and made me sit on his lap. Hinigit niya ang batok ko. At hinalikan ako nang madiin. Our kiss lasted as if we were thirsty for each other. I couldn't breathe so I let go of our kiss, I was panting. "Ja-cob." sinubsub ko ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya. I could feel the beating of his heart. Our hearts beat the same. Malakas.
He brought his face close to mine and held my both jaws. He was shaking ramdan ko.
"I. LOVE. YOU. BABY." madiin ang bawat salita. Tinignan ko siya kung seryoso siya sa sinabi niya naiiyak ako.
"A-anong sabi mo?" naiiyak parin ako dahil mahal ko din siya parehas kami.
"Baby listen to me, I don't know when and how, and why I loved you but believe me, what I'm saying is true, this is what I feel. I love you so so much baby.. It got to the point where I couldn't take you out of my sight. I love you so much baby." he trembled, red eyes looking at me dahil patulo nadin ang luha niya nagpipigil lang siya. Tulo ang luha ko sa mga sinabi niya. Wala akong masabi dahil natulala ako.
"Kiss me please." nakapikit ako.
I felt him kiss me, the way he kissed me I reciprocated more so he could feel my feelings. Tumigil lang kami nong parehas kaming naghahabol nang hininga.
"I love you too. I want to take care of you, and love you even though I know it's dangerous to love a jacob sullivan." hinalikan ko siya nang buong puso. I felt him start the engine of his car. Nagtaka akong tumingin sa kanya pero kinindatan lang ako at hinalikan sa pisngi.
"I want to be with you tonight." bulong niya sa tainga ko. Aalis na sana ako sa lap niya pero hinigpitan lalo ang pagkakayakap sa baywang ko. Ibinaon ko na lang ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.