Chapter 20
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Jacob just left the house, what time is it 10pm at night he doesn't want to leave yet, I don't know what was on his mind now and it's like he's playing with me again. I miss my Avery collie, I will call her later before I go to sleep. Should I tell jacob that we have a child? What if he doubts my daughter? It hurts me that Avery never even saw his father. After I showered, I took my cell phone and called my brother Alexandre.
"Hello, sweetheart. How are you there? Are you okay? Have you eaten your dinner? When are you coming home sweetheart?" sunod sunod ang tanong ni kuya my god kuya ko talaga.
"Kuya naman e, I'm okay here kuya, don't think about me. How is my avery, isn't she looking for me?" tanong ko kay kuya.
"Yesterday she was looking for you and we went in the park. We had fun in the park so she could forget about looking for you. If your fashion show is over, go home sweetheart.," sabi ni kuya
"Mama! mama! mama!." rinig kung tawag ni avery sa akin avery.
"Kuya, is Avery okay? What is happening to avery why is she crying." nag aalalang tanong ko. Naiiyak na rin ako.
"Looking for you sweetheart." naawa ako sa anak ko. Naiyak na din ako. Kung pwede lang umuwi agad agad umuwi na ako. Pero kailangan kung ayusin muna ang sa amin ni jacob, para wala na akong babalikan pa.
"Call me later sweetheart take care always okay, I love you." tumango lang ako pero umiiyak nadin ako. Miss na miss ko na ang anak ko. I got off the bed and left the room. While I was going to the kitchen I was still crying. Someone knocks on the door, I wipe my tears and go to the door to open it. I was surprised and Jacob was outside. He raised his eyebrows looking at me.
"What happened to you? Why are you crying? Sinong ponchio pilatong nagpaiyak sayo ha? Say it!" problema nito. Tinaasan ko siya nang kilay at inirapan.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito? Diba umuwi ka na? Alis na!" naiinis ako sa kanya. Isasara ko na sana ang pinto pero hinarang ang katawan niya.
"Baby. Pwede bang dito ako matulog." parang asong nagpuppy eyes. Inirapan ko siya, hindi niya ako madadaan sa pagpapacute aso niya.
"No, no, No! Alis na. Matutulog na ako." gigil kong sabi. Suddenly he came in and lay down on the sofa. Anak nang pusang gala!
"What are you doing there? You can't sleep here! Your house is so big Jacob, sleep there, take your witch girlfriend with you!" natawa siya bigla.Tumayo siya at tinitigan ako. Kaya tinitigan ko siya nang masama.
"Can I take you there to my palace my dear queen?"feeling ko pinaglalaruan ako nang lalaking eto. Sinuntok ko siya sa braso. Nagkunwaring nasaktan ang gago.
"Go home Jacob, don't play with me." gigil kung sabi. Tinalikuran ko na lang siya. I was about to leave when he suddenly started singing.
"Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now.
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same.
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name.
I still turned my back to him, I was surprised when he sang 'When I was your man' by Bruno Mars. The voice is cool and pleasant to the ear. He continued to sing.
It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man
My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
"Baby, please don't cut me out of your life. I can't take it, I can't take you out of my sight. Let me bring your heart back to mine."paos niyang wika.
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And that haunts me every time I close my eyes
It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
I feel every word he says in the song, He can't blame me, my heart was troubled when we parted ways. But even so, my love for this man is still not lost, but I will not just settle with him easily because I don't want my daughter to be harmed by what his grandfather can do.
"Let me fix all this, and I will prove to you that from then until now you are the only one I have loved more than in my life." naiiyak niyang wika, nakikiramdam lang ako, but the truth is that my heart has fallen for this man again and again.
I turned to him, we stared at each other, I was surprised that he was crying. Uminit ang mga mata ko, my tears started to flow.
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man
Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
I cried because I couldn't take it anymore, I was struggling with our situation. Especially we have avery. He approached me. Pinunasan ang luha ko gamit ang mga kamay niya. Napapikit ako.
"Baby, If you're afraid, let me handle it alone as long as you don't leave my side. I need you in my life, I can't lose you baby, even if you send me away. I'm sorry but I won't leave, I won't let go. I don't want to let you go. Unless you leave me alone again without my knowledge."malungkot niyang wika.
Kinuha niya ang mga kamay ko at nilagay sa dibdib niya, pumikit siya. Hindi naman ako komportable dahil sa init na hatid nang pagkakahawak niya sa kamay ko.
"This heart of mine is only made alive by you. If I lose you, my heart will die forever. I love you baby, you are the only one from then until now." Hindi ko na kaya ang pamamatigas ko. Suko na ako. Suminghot ako. Titig na titig siya sa akin. Inirapan ko siya. Napangisi siya.
"Don't you have anything to say to me? I told you so many things but you didn't even answer."may pagtatampong sabi niya. Bahala ka diyan.
"What do you want? Will I sing for you too?" Sabi kong nakataas ang kilay. Napangisi siya. "Can you dance with me if you ca—." sinuntok ko sya sa braso. Natawa kaming pareho.
"Baby, sakit nun ah!" inirapan ko siya. Titig na titig siya sa akin.
"I love you. Do you still love me? Is your heart still mine? Do I still have the right to own your heart or does someone else own your heart already." titig niya sa akin. Kinabahan ako, iba ang titig niya para niya akong hinuhubaran, naiinis din ako sa aking sarili. My body warms up with every stroke and caress of his hand.
I swallowed my own saliva, am I going to admit that I love him too? How about celine and her grandfather?
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