My First Romance 1 (Jacob Sullivan story)

Chapter 15

After Jacob and I got married, he had an emergency business trip to Italy. He didn't want to leave but he was needed there. He let me live in his penthouse, but he didn't agree to let me work part time. We call each day via video call. He greets me every day, even though we are far from each other, you can still feel his love for me,.

Sabi niya 1week lang, until Jacob reaches 2 weeks, 3 weeks, and 1 month in Italy. He rarely calls me. Sometimes I wonder if it's really busy. It's possible that he didn't even have a break there to call me. Umiiyak na naman ako, araw araw na akong ganito. I was shocked when someone knocked on the door. Napaisip ako sinong bisita? Naglakad ako papunta sa main door at binuksan ang pinto. "Baks!" tili ni julia. Deretcho pasok ang bruha sa loob at nilapag ang dalang pizza sa mesa. Biglang ayoko nang amoy nang pizza. "Baks bat ang baho niyan." naduduwal kung sabi. Inirapan lang ako.

"Bakit hindi ka pumasok kanina ha?" inirapan ko din siya, para akong nairita sa mukha nito ngayon. Umupo ako sa sofa.

"Masama ang pakiramdam ko." sabi ko nalang para tumahimik na siya.

"Tsk! nawala lang si jacob sa tabi mo, nagkakaganyan ka na." kumuha siya nang juice sa ref at dinaanan ang pizza nilagay sa mesa sa sofa. Napaiyak ako bigla sa harapan ni julia. I'm not like this, I suddenly became emotional today. Ang pangit din sa paningin ko si bruha ngayon. "Bat ang pangit mo ngayon baks, nagsusuklay kapa ba?" Bigla akong sinuntok sa braso.

"Ganda yarn, hiyang hiya naman ako sayo bruha." sabi ni julia. Nagtawanan kami.

"May problema ka ba? Kayo ni jacob baks." seryosong tanong ni julia habang kumakain nang pizza. Lalo akong naiyak.

I can't take it anymore. I need a friend to lean on. I told julia everything, from the beginning and now. I need advice from someone who really cares about me.

"Baks, sa tingin ko naman mahal ka talaga ni jacob, wag kang mag isip nang negative muna sa kanya, wait for him to come home then talk." Tama naman siya kaya yun ang gagawin ko. Sa ngayon maghihintay muna ako sa kanya. the only pain is because after we got married, he left immediately as if he left me somewhere and to come back whenever he wanted. Julia's advice enlightened me a little bit so, I calmed down. Nag iisip ako kung tatawagan ko si jacob. I miss him, I'll just call him for a while, I just want to hear his voice. I went to the bedroom balcony to call Jacob, I was a bit shaky. I dialed Jacob's number. Nagring nang ilang beses saka sinagot.

"Hello, who is this?" I was surprised because I knew that voice. Celine? Magkasama sila? Kaylan pa?

"If you are looking for jacob he is tired, pinagod ko siya k—agabi."pinatay ko agad ang tawag hindi ko na kaya. Why did he marry me if he's just going to hurt me? Nag iiyak ako sa kwarto buong araw, hindi narin ako pumasok sa school. Nag aalala na si tita mia at julia. Pinauwi muna ako ni tita sa bahay para maalagaan niya ako doon, dahil bigla akong nagkasakit at namayat narin ako. I haven't been able to eat for a few days, it's like I'm looking for something to eat and smell.

Jacob doesn't even call me so, I thought my suspicion was right. I also called his friends one by one but they didn't know anything either. I locked myself in the room for 1 week hoping Jacob would show up but he never did.

"Nat, may bisita ka." katok ni tita mia.

Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kwarto ko.

"S‐ino po tita."magang maga padin ang mata ko kakaiyak.

"Kuya mo." pagkarinig ko sa sinabi ni tita lumabas agad ako.

"K‐uya." tawag ko kay kuya. Nilapitan agad ako at niyakap nang mahigpit.

"My God! I've been looking for you for a long time. I thought I would never see you again sweetheart. Thank god we finally met." naiiyak na sabi ni kuya sa akin, naiyak din ako. My brother looks exactly like our dad, kopyang kopya.

Niyakap ako nang mahigpit ni kuya matanda siya sa akin nang sampong taon. Si papa ay isang pure French. Mula nang iniwan ni papa ang pamilya niya sa france hindi na siya bumalik doon. Ang mga mana daw ni papa ay ibinigay lahat kay kuya Alexandre. Kaya siya ang namamahala sa business nang magulang ni papa na minana niya. Gusto niya akong isama sa france, nong una ayoko hindi ako pumayag dahil sa totoo lang umaasa parin akong babalikan ni jacob, pero nong nalaman niya ang ginawa ni jacob sa akin ay hindi siya pumayag na hindi kami kasama ni tita sa france kasama niya. My brother arranged all our papers, after 1 week we left together at sumama kami sa France. New life, new beginning, new environment.

A week has passed, but my heart is still sad. Jacob is always on my mind every minute, every hour, everyday. I can't get him out of my mind, I almost go crazy thinking about him. I cut off all my connections in the Philippines. My f*******:, my messenger, my w******p, my IG are all deactivated.

I only talk to Julia every day but I told her not to mention Jacob. The next day my taste was bad like I was drooling all the time. Vomiting and dizzy every day so I can't even go out with tita mia and my brother. Nagtaka si tita kaya nagpacheck up kami. Sobrang nag aalala na rin kasi si kuya sa akin. I cried for joy because I was two months pregnant. I am happy and my love with jacob has paid off. I am angry with him but I never lost my love for that man. He is the only man I will love as long as I live. I don't want anyone else, my heart only wants him wala nang iba pa. I will keep my love for him until I die. When they found out I was pregnant, our family was happy, especially my brother. I haven't given birth yet, my brother has completed the baby stuff. We are all excited for the baby's arrival. While I was pregnant, my brother taught me his businesses. It didn't make me tired so it's ok. The baby will be out in a few months, there is no gender yet, my brother doesn't want to reveal, they want a surprise to make it more exciting. Nong una feeling ko mag isa lang akong haharapin ang sitwasyon kung ito. Dahil kay kuya, I am not alone because my brother makes me feel that my child and I are important to him. He has many plans for my child, after giving birth I will pursue my dream, I will become a Fashion designer. I'm just sad because my child won't be able to see his father anymore. How is he now? Does he still know me? Is he thinking about me too? I cried again , why was I hurt so much in My First Love Romance. I will get up, I will show Jacob what he wasted. I know we will meet again, and when that happens I will show him, the family he wasted..