"f**k," I frustratedly cursed inside my private office here in my mansion. Masyado ng maraming nangyari ngayon araw na ito. I hope to end the day in the arms of Loren but I rather chose to be alone. To gather my broken pieces and my shattered principles. I can't win this dragon test for Loren kung palagi akong madadala ng aking damdamin, kung palaging maaawa at matatangay sa kanyang mga pangaral. Marami ng naganap at nangyari but one thing for sure at consistent ay ang aking damdamin for Loren. I don't want to lose her but I can't be stable with my feelings unless I am sure that she will pass all my tests. Masama man ako dahil ginawa ko siyang kasangkapan upang manaig ang aking mga plano but this is for the good of us. Alam kong kasakiman ang aking ginagawa to freed me from the pains and

