Alexandra
After my check up I decided to go to the hospital's park. I really don't know what to do. I know that Blayze doesn't love me. What if he's not ready to be a father? What will happen to me? Our baby?
I saw a bench so I sat on it and looked at patients with their families. They look so happy.
When I turned my sight to the left side, I saw a man carrying a baby in his arms. He looks so happy looking and talking at he's baby's face. I wish Blayze would be like that when we have our first baby.
I always want a happy and complete family. We may be complete but I don't feel happy. Mom and Dad are not always at home. They always work and said that it was for us, for me and Kuya.
Yes, they can give us the things that we want but I want their attention, their appearance.
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