I DON’T like what I’m feeling. Hindi lang ngayon kung ‘di pati na nitong mga nakaraang araw. I feel like my emotions have heightened. I’m feeling things I wasn’t supposed to feel. Nalulungkot ako sa pag-alis niya kahit hindi naman dapat. Caliban told me himself he’ll be back. Why do I feel worried and sad?
We are friends. I was the one who asked him to be my friend. I made it clear to myself I wanted Caliban to create some friendship with me because I’m fond of his personality. Fond not in a romantical way… dati.
Napahinga ako nang malalim. Dahan-dahan kong inupo ang sarili ‘saka inalis ang kumot na nakatakip sa mga binti. I went out of the bed and used the delta circle sofa’s headrest for support. Naglakad ako patungo sa kinaroroonan ng wooden stand ko. I’ve been secretly painting so I
