CHAPTER 58
Have you ever lived but feeling dead? Parang wala kang matakbuhan, mapagsabihan ng nararamdaman mo. Kahit na mayroon naman. The intense feeling of feeling like you’re alone but you’re not?
Kasi ako, ni hindi ko na maramdaman ang sariling ako. I don’t know what happened to me anymore. What happened to the Polivianna Cruz they used to know.
I just ahd my greatest downfall and I don’t know how to deal with it if it’s hurting me everytime I want to think and settle with it. I blame myself for my own lost. It was me who killed my child.
Those are the words that I made to struck in my mind. Ito ang pinaniniwalaang kong rason dahil sino naman ang sisisihin ko? Hindi ako naging maingat at nagpadalos-dalos ako sa mga ginagawa ko to the point I didn’t know it’s stressing m
