I woke up early in the morning and something came across my mind last night. I was thinking about this for a few days already and I decided to stop this game. Lately, those thoughts have been eating me, the same as the feeling starting to grow inside me.
I wanted a divorce.
I wanted to stop myself from being a fool again just because of these petty feelings. I wanted to prevent myself from falling for him, but when I was holding his hands last night. It made me realize that I’m falling for him. I already opened my hurt to some stranger again and that's what's making it hard for me. That this contract doesn’t involve love, feelings, or anything they called it. It was supposed to be a job.
Someone already hurt me before and it's too hard for me to recover that I almost gave up on myself
