Tired, sleepy, and exhausted. That’s what I’m feeling right now. Too tired from everything and too exhausted from myself. It feels like this. Lately, even the world doesn’t cooperate with me. It looks like they are having a conspiracy against me. I’m always trying to do something to make myself better, but nothing is going my way. I always end up messed lately. Maybe Damon made his way unto me, and that's what's bothering me. There's no assurance for the relationship we have. I wanted to try, but I'm not particularly eager to shame myself because of what I feel towards him. I spent the whole night crying from what I witnessed last night. It's just for one night. But after that, I need to get up and show the f*****g world that I’m not that easy to knockdown. I need to fight not just f

