The hell? Hindi matigil sa pagtulo ang mga luha ko. My vission is blurry and I'm lucky enough na nakakapag-drive pa ako. I don't even know where to go. I've been driving for almost an hour no, ikot-ikot lang sa bayan. I can feel my cheeks burning like a d*mn fire, as well as my f*cking eyes na parang dam na nasira at patuloy sa pagbugso ng luha. I hate this feeling. I hate that I'm still giving him the benefit of the doubt. I hate that I'm still thinking that maybe, I really crossed the line now kaya niya nagawa iyon. I hate him but I hate myself even more. I hate how I don't understand my own feelings. My phone rang but I ignored it. Kanina pa iyan tumutunog dahil sa tawag ni daddy. What do he expect? I'd let him run towards me and accept him with arms wide open after he slapped me so d

