Untamed Desire

Jealous Abby

Abby sits outside the house where Seth brings her after what happened on the dance floor. Seth never leaves her on her side. She looked at him sideways, she really couldn't get to control looking at his lips as he sips the glass of beer. The way he bites his lips to savor the taste of the alcohol sends down shivers into her spine. She still remembered how it tasted in her dreams. Heat flushes over her body as he looks at her and their eyes meet. Of course for Seth, it's just normal. But to her, God! It's eating all her senses inside.

"You're okay now?" 

"Yeah.Thanks"

"Sorry for always dragging you into this kind of place, I know you hate loud parties." 

"It's okay."

"We'll go home in a while," Seth said looking at his watch.

"No, I'm okay here. You can leave me here. Please enjoy yourself. Or you can go back to Edward."

"You sure.?"

No. Her mind wants to scream. "Yes, of course. Edward must be looking for you."

"Okay, we'll just get back in a while." 

"Okay." 

Seth stood up and gives her a small kiss on the cheeks. She knows he would do that from the way he takes his face near to her face. In fact, she was attempted to move her head so they can kiss on the lips instead.

She observed Seth walk away. A long sigh escapes her lip. She needs to learn to control herself. After all, it had all been a dream.

Instead of thinking of something else to do to distract herself from the loud party, she remembered her dreams. All she could think about was Seth's groan and his s*x drive. It was difficult to bear the way he bit his lips when he was in the midst of his climax. She could recall his jaw hardening as he pushed his hardness to his softness as if it had actually happened.

She decided to return inside. Her dream is taunting her. She requires a distraction. She noticed Seth conversing with Edward once more.

She cannot locate Leslie anymore. She starts to search for her in a crowd when Sam comes near her. She's about to avoid him but he's already in front of her.

Hi." Sam stated softly. Sam is a nice-looking young man who dislikes parties like this. She can tell how he's acting all the time.

"Hello."

"Beers?" Sam handed her a glass of beer.

"No, I don't drink." She continued, and Sam trailed behind her.

"Okay, that's fine. Are you looking for Leslie?"

Abby comes to a halt in front of Sam. "Yes, have you seen her?" 

"Yeah. I just saw her out with a guy, and they appear to be on their way home."

Oh, yes. Leslie was most likely inebriated when they arrived. "Thank you, Sam," She says.

"Would you like to dance?" Sam goes on.

"Sorry, Sam," she replied, "I'll probably invite Seth to come home." She notices Sam's displeasure on his face.

"How about next time?"

"Of course," 

Sam gives a brusque smile and walks away with his back to her. Abby keeps walking and immediately approaches Seth and Edward, who are still continuously conversing.

"Excuse me once more," Abby says to the two gentlemen. Seth stands up after placing his glass on the table.

"Abby, you're okay now?" 

"What happens to her?" Edward asks.

"Nothing, just a little dizzy," Abby replied.

"Abby seems not used to loud parties," Seth explains.

"Oh okay,"

She looked at Seth and said, "I have something important to say to you." Seth recognizes the look and approaches her to continue.

"What?"

She made a pouting motion with her lips. "I'm ready to go home."

"Oh, okay, I suggested that to you earlier." She gives a nod. 

Seth looks at Edward and says, "I think we should go ahead.

"Don't be concerned. I'll accompany you outside." Edward makes an offer.

"No thanks, we're fine. There isn't any need." Abby politely declines.

"I insist," Edward says emphatically.

"All right, let's go?" Seth interjects.

They made their way through the crowd to the door and outside, where Seth's car was parked. Seth unlocked the car and opened the door to let her in.

Abby looks at Edward before getting into the car. " We appreciate you inviting us."

"Welcome." Edward cracked a grin.

"So we'd better go ahead," Seth says sweetly.

Edward smiles as he nods to Seth. "Remember to save the date for next weekend."

"No, I won't."

Abby hears that. She's still standing there, listening in on their conversation. After saying goodbye, Seth walks over to the driver's seat and enters.

"So, what are your plans for the weekend after that?" Abby asks as Seth sits on the chair.

Edward casts a glance at Abby. "Are you listening back there ?" Seth expresses his amusement while getting the car ready. 

"No, I just heard about it." Abby gives him a smirk.

"It's nothing, Abz," Seth says as he starts the car.

"No, it's something," she insists.

"Huh?- Seth now has started driving.

"Huh, what?" Abby snaps.

"You sounded like an envious girlfriend." While his hands are on the steering wheel, Seth laughs amusingly.

Abby is stunned for a moment when she realizes Seth is correct. The way her voice raised her questions made her sound like a jealous girlfriend.

"No, I was simply asking. I'm not sure I trust that guy yet."

"Of course, I am aware. You have a difficult time trusting men."

"'So How about next weekend?' She's more at ease now.

"He just invited me to dinner," Seth said with a smile.

"Oh, he likes you?"

"I'm not sure; I can't say."

Abby falls silent and looks at Seth beside him. What exactly did he do to her? She doesn't like how she feels right now, but it's a natural occurrence. Her mind and body refused to listen to her attempts to persuade herself that he is gay.

Every day, she grows more attracted to him. And she has no idea how to deal with it. Worse, Seth is completely unaware. Damn that dream! Why was this supposed to happen? What is it used for? To torture her with these irrational desires for Seth?