I was crying while reading our conversation because until now he wasn’t still giving me some updates or calls. The last time we saw each other was his birthday. I’m being emotional right now because I miss his touch and his voice. I don’t have any idea what happened to him. I kept waiting for him to call me through Facetime because it is our night routine before we go to sleep. But right now… he hasn’t called me for how many days. Crying my lungs out while laying on my bed. I can’t even get him off my mind. He owns every fiber of my body— I want him right now. I even tried to call him but he wasn’t answering my calls. I tried to pep talk myself that he might be busy finding Hansen wherever he was right now! But I have these feelings that he ghosted me. I kept overthinking about him last

