Jazz
I dreamt that I was falling. Para siyang isang malaking butas na walang hanggan. I was so scared. Parang napakalalim ng pinaghulugan ko. Iniisip ko kung mabubuhay pa ba ako sakaling bumagsak ako sa dulo.
It was never ending.
I wanted to scream but I can't seem to find my voice. Parang tuyong tuyo rin ang lalamunan ko. Puro kadiliman sa paligid ko. And I'm falling fast. And then faster.
Suddenly, it all went white. With sparkling things all around. Parang fairytale. Inisip ko noon na baka patay na ako. I ceased on falling. Nakalutang na lang ako at hindi ko maipaliwanag pero napakasarap nung feeling. Ang gaan at parang puro masasayang bagay lang ang nasa isip ko. Is this what dying feels like? Am I in heaven?
And then I woke up.
Kumunot ang noo ko. I realized was in Seb's arms.
