AJ Nothing makes sense anymore. I didn't go to work for two weeks. I told my secretary to redirect everything to the senior engineer in my firm and only contact me for urgent matters. Otherwise, I told them not to bother me. I didn't even want to go out. Wala akong ganang kumain. Everyday was the same for me. I get up, shower, and get dressed although I don’t have any where to go. I just turn on the TV and kept my phone charged all the time. Baka kasi tumawag si Luna at magkausap kami. I searched for her online but she deactivated all of her accounts. She doesn't want to be found. I put it back from where it was, sa loob ng closet namin. Pati na rin ang mga sapatos niya. Nilagay ko ang teddy bear niya sa sa accent chair na nasa kwarto. It reminds me of her. I want it there. My friends

