Beg For Love

Part 1/2 Meeting her

I open the door at bumungad sakin si mom.

Napairap ako when she smile while looking at me.

"You are so beautiful my girl".

Di ako sumagot sa kanya until now galit pa rin ako sa kanila ni dad.I really can't believe that they will sold me just because of their business.

"Let's go down i want to see this guy". Akmang lalakad na sana ako ng bigla niya akong pigilan.

"Wait -Alam naming nabigla ka anak ,we did this for your own benefits also".

Mapait akong ngumiti saka napailing sa sinabi niya.

"What benefits mom? i don't need money,i don't need everything all i need is love from you and dad,but i think i failed cause i didn't feel it from you". Tinalikuran ko na siya at naunang naglakad pababa sa hagdanan.Ramdam ko namang nakasunod ito sakin.

I was surprised ng makitang nandito na pala silang lahat.Nakaupo na sila sa dining area but they all stand ng makita ako.

My eyes landed on someone staring at me.

I don't know but I was drawn to her gaze as if I wanted to stare at her because of the beauty of her eyes.

I looked away when I felt mom's hand on my back.

"halikana anak ".

While walking towards them, I turned my eyes to see my future husband but I saw nothing instead of the old man next to the old woman and the woman sitting next to my seat.

Is he late?Then mabuti para di matuloy tong kabaliwhan nila.

"This is my daughter Trina faye robins ". Pagpapakilala ni dad sa kanila.Lumapit naman sakin ang dalawang matanda at isa isa akong hinalikan sa pisngi but the old man only kiss me on my hand.

"Your daughter is so beautiful ,hello iha im Rodrigo Guevara ,and this is my wife Lucinda Guevara at syempre ". Lumapit ang matanda sa babaeng hanggang ngayon ay nakatitig pa rin sakin.What's wrong with her? So weird.

"My daughter angelica Guevara your soon to be wife".

Namilog ang dalawang mata ko sa narinig.

'Your soon to be wife'

'Your soon to be wife'

'your soon to be wife'

Paulit ulit na nag echo sa tenga ko ang sinabi ng matanda.WHAT?! MY SOON TO BE WIFE ?!

ARE THEY SERIOUS?!

I laugh like it's only me in this world....

I knew it they are all crazy!I can't believe them!

"Trina ".I stop laughing when dad grab my elbow . "Stop it!".Galit nitong bulong.

"Haha alright ,ok alright hahaha".Di ko pa rin mapigilan yung tawa ko. "Are you serious? am i dreaming here?". Natatawang tanong ko sa kanila.But the smile on my face fade away when 'my soon to be wife'laughs ...not just a laugh huh ,ginaya niya yung tawa ko kaya inis na inis ako habang nakatingin dito.

"Well you're not dreaming my dear ,you will be my wife and i will be your wife-

"No ,you are all crazy ! i will not marry a girl ! lalong lalo na sayo-

"Trina!".Galit na putol sakin ni dad...Bigla itong napahawak sa dib dib niya.

"Robert ? are you ok".Alalang tanong ni mom dito, napalunok ako at nakaramdam ng kaba kahit na galit ako sa kanila ,mahal ko pa rin sila.at ayokong may mangyari ni isa man sa kanila.

"im ok ,ju-just give me water".Agad namang binigyan ni momy ng tubig si dad.. when he feels better ay naupo na kaming lahat.Hindi na rin ako nagsalita pa.

Hanggang ngayon di pa rin nag sink in sa isip ko na babae ang pakakasalan ko? Di ako makapaniwala as in pano? pano nila nagawa sakin to? im not a lesbian and i will never be a lesbian.

They are discussing our marriage right now and i was like being st-b at my back.May date at oras na silang pinag uusapan ,they didn't even ask me if it's ok with me.

"you're killng the food my dear". Nanindig ang balahibo ko ng marinig ang Bulong sakin ni angelica ,Her voice is like her name ,looks like an angel.

Pero napapikit ako ng maalala na siya yung pakakasalan ko ,kumulo ang dugo ko but i calm myself i need her sympathy kailangan ko siyang tratuhin ng maayos para ma convince siyang itigil ang lahat ng kabaliwhan ng mga parents namin.

"Yeah i can kil anything ,my dear future wife". Nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya with an e-il look.. ngunit napalunok ako ng ilagay niya ang kanang kamay sa beywang ko.Di ako nakareact agad ng ilapit niya ang kanyang bibig sa tenga ko.

I can smell her breath around my neck,amoy ments . It's relaxing ..

"Id love to witness how you k-ll me on our first night".

bwesit ke babaeng tao!

kakadiri!Todo pigil ako sa galit ko ng lumayo na siya sa tenga ko.

I heard her giggle kaya mas lalo akong nainis!!

to be continued