Her laughter blends beautifully with the crashing of the waves to play happy music to my ears. Her hair is floating wildly with the cold ocean breeze as beams of the morning sunlight kiss the olive skin of her slim body now clad in a black two-piece swimsuit. (God, help me!) She looks as happy and carefree as the first day I saw her dancing in the rain outside the studio. A warmth fills my heart then rises up to my chest and draws a smile on my lips. There are a million different ways I would have changed from that moment to this so we wouldn't have to be apart, we wouldn't have to go through so much pain and maybe we wouldn't have to lose our son but I am grateful and hopeful for this second chance that is given to us. We can not change the past but we have NOW together and can move for

