Menacle Territory

LURKING

I walk myself to his office. He's been working for Hendrix for so long.

I want to surprise him. I've been busy these days, so I'll make it up to him.

I was about to open his door when I heard someone and it's him.

"Not anymore, I made sure of it that night, pinalitan ko ng vitamins ang pills niya, I'm not a doctor for nothing."

It seems like they're in the midst of their conversation.

But, What does he mean by that? Sino ang pinag uusapan nila?

"Are you sure vitamins lang like A. B. C? "

It was Hendrix. Vitamins?

"You really know me huh!" He pauses and speaks again immediately, which shocks me.

"Yan ang pinalit ko, pero syempre hindi niya alam, na kapag ininom niya yang gamot mas lalo ko siyang mabuntis. It's easy as. 1.2.3"

Bigla ko na lang nabitawan ang doorknob I feel the heat rush in my face.

My heart is booming to its extents to the point it hurts.

My eyes widened for what I heard as I stepped back.

It's very clear that he fooled me.

***

We've been in a relationship for years and we understand each other. Or as I thought?

Hindi parin ako nakahuma sa narinig at parang paulit ulit iyong nag replay sa utak ko.

How could he do that to me? We talked about this long ago. We agreed and we're cool about it.

Kinabahan ako I'm a freelance model and my career is my priority for now.

This is my dream to begin with. I can't accept that he plans to do this to me.

As I walk out to the building I hurriedly go to the drug store to buy that damn pregnancy test.

That bastard and as I remember the last time we did it I'm safe.

But, still not sure it's been almost two weeks since he took my pill.

I trusted him. Damn.

My tears ran down as I saw the result that made my blood boil.

Positive...

It's f*****g positive and I don't even notice that I'm already pregnant.

I look at myself in the mirror with bloodshot eyes. My anger towards him is so powerful.

I want to shout and hurt him for fooling me around, how could he do this to me?

Pinikot niya ako I thought it's another way around but it's not.

That bastard...

He lure me to take off my true pill to f*****g impregnate me. How's that?

I'm not yet ready for this. For f**k sake.

Sa galit ko ay hindi ako umuwi sa condo namin we're living in the same roof for almost three f*****g years.

A half of my life dreaming to be a freelance model will vanish for being lured by that freaking man.

There's no way out! I don't want to be a reckless mother who will kill the child.

Buong gabi kung pinag isipan ang plano ko this is my big problem and because of it I need to tell this to my manager.

I just hope she'll understand me, I cried while talking to her on the phone.

She's shocked and almost cursing my boyfriend for placing me in this kind of situation.

"I knew it!!! He would only sabotage your carrier and he already did it. That man!" Tita Vicky.

At katulad ko wala na din itong nagawa pa at tinanggap na lang ang lahat.

She gave me one and a half years to resolve it and I thank her for it, she still accepts me after all.

I woke up because of the noise, someone kept banging on the door.

Inis akong tumayo at asar na binuksan ito.

And there standing my angry boyfriend.

" Bakit nandito ka?" I should be asking him that right?

"This is my house, Remember?"

Galit ko din siyang tinitigan kaya agad naman nagbago ang ekspresyon nito.

"Babe. May problema ba tayo? Bakit ka nagagalit? At dito ka pa ngayon mag papalipas?"

Nagsusumamo ang mga mata niya.

At some point I will believe his act but not today, I'm sick of it.

"You moron! I don't want to see you ever again!" Then I'm about to slam the door but he stops me.

"Hey!" Agad siyang pumasok na kinaatras ko, his mood changes into an angry lion.

As if matatakot ako.

"Get out, we're over!"

Shouting, I'm so pissed right now and I can't take to see him.

"What the hell, Samantha kim Villos."

His face darkened while gritting his teeth and I know this kind of expression of him.

And it's bad.

This is what I hate the most, that face of him which screams danger.

Gosh, hindi ngayon ang araw para matakot ka. Get a hold of yourself Sam.

"Tanga ka ba? Sabi ko maghiwalay na tayo, akala mo ba hindi ko malalaman huh! You f*****g trick me Damone. " He smirks.

"So, you knew." Umatras ako ng umabante siya.

"Yes!! What have you done? We talked about this but you still fooled me."

Ilang dipa na lang ang layo niya saakin ng hatakin niya ako at sinandal sa pader.

I was wearing my nightie with my undies on.

I was about to struggle when he pin my hands above my head with only one hand.

I curse as he slowly places his hand underneath my nighties and grabs my underwear to rip it.

He is a huge man with a strong arm so how can I fight back huh?

"Stop this moron, Don't touch me!" I shouted but he just ignored me.

Hindi nagbago ang emotion sa mukha niya na lalo kong kinatakot.

I know where this could lead and I'm afraid to let him, not anymore.

"You're pregnant hmm..." Nanlaki ang mata ko, No. He's just tricking me.

Ngumuso ako at sinamaan siya ng tingin.

"Sorry to cut your bubbles but I'm not. I overheard it a while ago with you demon friend."

I want to be calm to think clearly on how to shoo him away from me.

But his furious eyes send a warning to my system.

"Is that so? The pill I gave you is effective for 24 hours." And what is he implying foo?

I don't care.

"Let go of me. Asshole. I won't let you ruin my dreams." Hindi naalis ang ngisi niya sa labi he let go of my hand.

I was about to slap him but he hold my arm mid air at sa bilis ng pangyayare agad niya akong pinatalikod at agad na pinunit ang damit ko.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko for his sudden action and now I'm totally naked in front of him.

"You think I will let go of you easily? No f*****g way, Sam. I own you. Akin ka." He then kissed my nape.

Pumiglas ako lalo na ng marinig ko ang pagbukas ng kanyang sinturon.

No. He's angry at kapag galit ito walang awa ako nitong gagamitin.

I'm afraid for the little one inside me paano kung masaktan ito.

"No... Please I don't like this" pero parang hindi ito nakikinig.

He kiss my back pinasadahan ng kamay niya ang bewang ko.

"You will." Umiling ako.

Until I felt him on my entrance teasing me he held my hips to position me enough for him.

Iwinaksi ko ang balakang ko para iwasan siya na kinaungol niya.

"Stay still."

No. Hindi na ako magpapadala sa kanya.

I was about to stop him teasing me but he held my hips tighter.

"Your an asshole. Hinding hindi na ako magpapakita sayo oras na makawala ako dito." I scream.

At tila na pigtad ang natitirang pasensya niya sa katawan ng walang pahintulot niya akong binayo ng malakas at mabilis.

Shit. My baby.

I plead him to be gentle pero hindi nito sinunod at tuloy lang na bumabayo ng mabilis at marahas.

Shit. s**t. s**t.

This is hell.

"Stop...please" I plead

He groans as he releases his hot semen inside my womb and it freely swims in me.

I feel so exhausted for pleading and struggling kaya hindi na ako umawat ng dinala nito ako sa kama at doon ulit ginalaw ng ilang ulit.

Pagod na pagod ako ng tigilan niya ang pagalaw sa kawawa kong katawan.

I'm in pain all over. I didn't say anything but closed my eyes while crying the whole damn time.

I admit I like everything he did but knowing I'm pregnant frustrates me.

"Two weeks and you're pregnant. I promise you that." Yes! I am, f*****g idiot.

***

I ran away and left my carrier for a while. I need to do this. I don't want to take risks.

Even though this isn't in the plan I want to protect this is still my baby, what happened that day broke me.

I never thought that he was capable of doing such a thing and I don't like it.

I'd make sure he will never see me again. I fly to Africa. My mum and dad are furious when they learn about my pregnancy.

At first, they get mad but eventually we talk, they accept and understand my situation.

"What's your plan now?" Mum.

"I plan to deliver my little one here mum, dad. I'm sorry for the trouble."

Time fly fast, it's been a year ang my baby is now 3 Month old.

I decided to fly back to the Philippines after five months.

He is staying with my parents. I don't want to bring him here, ever.

JD and I haven't seen each other Over a year and now I'm here for almost a month we never cross our paths.

Until one day.

"Samantha, I already booked the room, rest now after your shoot we have a party to attend to. " My manager informed me.

She's happy when I come back. We never also think about what happened.

And let it stay that way.

I stay in my room preparing my dress for later and arranging my stuff in a wardrobe.

I wake up at 3pm for the shoot and after that I prepare myself for the event.

Hindi ko na natanong pa kung anong klaseng Event ang pupuntahan we just got invited.

Tita said this party is full of bachelors and so many opportunities await.

The party started immediately. I focus on it while they announced the engagement of someone that I really know.

My heart beat goes wild when hearing the name of the man that I don't want to see anymore.

But, I can't deny when I saw him after one and a half years, my heart hurt.

He was tall, handsome, energetic before when we're together but All I can see now is His emotionless face.

His jaw tightens as he walks to the stage with a girl.

"Please welcome, the soon-to-be Mr. And Mrs. Macklintone." Everyone clapped their hands except me.

I feel the heat at the corner of my eyes. I tried not to cry while biting my lips as I stopped myself.

Why the hell am I doing here?

So mag aasawa na pala siya, eh gago pala sya e.

Pagkatapos niya akong buntisin at saktan magpapakasaya na lang siya.

He never ran after me and as I realized that the pang of pain grew more.

Ano pa nga bang aasahan ko he was a playboy before we happened.

I turn my back and about to ditch this f*****g party but someone grab my hand.

"Long time no see, Sam." It is no other than the best buddy of my ex Hendrix.

"Y-eah. Long time no see." He smirked as he watched my face or should I say my reaction.

"Where have you been? Ang tagal mo ding nawala." He smiled na ipinagtaka ko.

He has never smiled before.

"Personal matters." I don't want to give him any hint.

Everything that I've been through I'll keep it.

"Mabuti at nakapunta ka sa engagement I thought you and him will be together in the end." Oh really.

I smile.

Nag kibit balikat ako.

"Change is constant." I said dismissing him" I got to go. See yah"

Hindi ko na hinihintay pa ang sasabihin niya at nagmadali na akong umalis.

I texted my manager and informed her that I'm sick.

I was about to open my car door when a baritone and alarming voice stopped me.

"Samantha."

I gulp hindi ako lumingon at tila na tuod ako sa kinatatayuan ko.

Bakas sa boses niya ang galit at poot.

I sigh. I turned and looked at him and there I met his hazel dark eyes that's full of anger.

I smiled and acted like I'm surprised, indeed.

"Oh., Hi it's been a long time. By the way, congrats sa incoming wedding." He pursed his lips and his jaw tightened.

Naningkit ang mata nito na kina atras ko, I'm still afraid of him, I admit.

"It's early to leave, why won't you stay and enjoy my party." He coldly said.

"I'd love to but I'm sorry I'm not really into the party besides I'm a busy person, so. If you'll excuse me. "

I'm about to turn to leave but he stops me.

Marahas nito akong hinawakan sa braso at sinandal sa kotse.

Nanlaki ang mata ko sa gulat dahil sa ginawa niya.

"What the hell, Jd!" I shouted at pumiglas pinilit kong kumawala pero lalo lamang akong nasaktan ng mas marahas niya akong hinawakan.

"Oh how I miss that sweet voice of yours" he grunted.

He leaned and sniffed the scent in my neck that made me gulp hard.

This is not a strange feeling and my body misses it and I'm close to curse myself for that.

It was the sensation that I've been longing for. And I want it, but sadly I can't.

"Your fiancee is waiting for you. Let me go home." Kalmado kong turan.

I don't want to invite guests.

As much as I want to make a noise I don't want to catch someone's attention.

"Hmm... I'll make you my mistress then." Lahat ata ng dugo ko sa katawan ay umakyat sa ulo ko.

Gusto ko siyang saktan, bugbugin at patayin.

How Dare he say that? I will never be his mistress.

"I'm more than that Mr. Macklintone. My boyfriend is planning to get married soon." I lied.

I never had someone after him.

But I don't want to give him satisfaction, I want him to realize that I'm over him.

"Really? But why does that sound so untrue? Try harder baby or I'll f**k you hard instead."

How dare him say nasty things hindi parin ito nag babago. Babaero parin ito.

Pero hinding hindi ako magpapatalo.

"If you say so, kawawa naman ng fiancee mo sa isang womanizer ang bagsak." Umiling ako, I smirk when his face darkened "last. No thank you. My boyfriend can f**k me better."

I almost regret it when he hit my cars window sa gulat ko ay napatalon ako.

Takot ang naramdaman ko when I look at him Umatras din ang galit na nararamdaman ko.

"Can you say it again?" His eyes scream danger Umuwang ang labi ko." Your boyfriend f**k you better than I do huh? Where? In your dreams ?"

He chuckled darkly and looked at me directly.

He get his phone in his pocket and dial someone's number.

"Get Davon Kim Villos and bring him to the penthouse, immediately." Nanlaki ang mata ko.

He smirked at me.

My heart pounds when I hear the name of my child.

"H-ow d-id, how. Oh my... No." I cried as I realized everything.

All along he knows about Davon our concealed Child?

How? No. Hindi pwede.

"I'm sane, and patient Samantha, you know that right?" Umiiyak ako ng nakayuko, paano na ito.

"I wait, kahit gustong gusto na kitang sundan sa africa. Kahit miss na miss na kita, kahit mas pinili mong lumayo at itago ang anak natin. Putangina, kahit hindi totoo. Kahit sinabi mo lang gustong gusto na kitang itali at parusahan ng paulit ulit samantha!"

I don't know what to say anymore. Natatakot akong baka kung ano nga ang gawen niya sa akin.

He never liked me when I'm not telling the Truth who wouldn't, right?

I look pleading to him.

"No. Not my son, JD. I'm begging you. You had your life now. May fiancee kana. Just let us go." I plead

He smirked.

"And you think I care? I can marry her while having you! You left me kaya pagbayaran mo" umiling ako.

Hindi ako papayag na dungisan niya ang pangalan ko at babuyin ako.

Ang galit ko kanina ay unti unting bumalik sa dibdib ko.

"Hinding hindi iyon mangyayari..." Hindi ako papayag "I will never be your other woman. Damon."

I gritted my teeth looking at his eyes.

"Then. Try me, Samantha. You'll be my Mistress whether you like it or not. "

Winaksi ko ang kamay ko at sinampal siya.

Galit na galit ako feeling ko minamaliit niya ako. Masyado niyang pinapababa ang p********e ko.

"Sige! Eto ba ang gusto mo bastusan! Fine. Eto ang tatandaan mo. Kapag nangyari iyon I will also f**k every man kahit sino even your brother Damien!"

Kahit hindi naman iyon totoo ay sinabi ko parin alam ko kasing ikakagalit niya iyon lalo.

At tama nga ako dagil bigla na lang niya akong kinaladkad at sinakay sa kotse niya.

"Saan mo ako dadalhin?" He didn't answer me.

At kapag ganito na siya indikasyon na sagad na sagad na siya sa akin.

At hindi iyon maganda.

Muntik ko ng masabunutan ang sarili ko.

Tumahimik ako hanggang sa makarating kami ng penthouse niya.

Katulad noon malinis makintab at mahal ang lahat ng kanyang kagamitan dito.

He grab me and walk to his bedroom hinagis niya ako sa kama na nagpatili sa akin.

Agad niya akong kinubabawan at pinunit lahat ng soot ko.

Walang itinira.

I gulp. Hindi na ako nagsalita ni hindi ko na siya napigilan.

Baka kasi ano na naman gawen niya sa akin,. Knowing him.

Agad siyang naghubad habang titig na titig sa kabuuan ko.

He held his shaft and stroked it up and down while looking at my eyes.

Umiwas ako.

I can't find my strength. I can't fight back because of fear.

Noon pa man takot na ako sa kanya at hindi iyon nagbago kahit anong matigas ko sa kanya.

At alam na alam niya iyon.

Bigla na lang niyang hinawakan ang magkabilang tuhod ko at pinaghiwalay ang mga ito.

Napasinghap ako he look mine as he stroke his manhood repeatedly.

It was embarrassing. This is the first time he did jerking in front of me.

He is my first for everything.

"I will f**k you again and again tonight, at hindi mo ako mapipigilan." Umiling ako pero mas lalo lang siyang lumapit sa akin itinutok ang kahabaan sa hiyas ko at nilaro doon.

"I will Impregnate you again and this time I won't let you run away. Akin ka! Naiintindihan mo, ako lang ang makikinabang sayo! Dahil papatayin ko ang lalaking magtatangka at papahirapan kita."

Hindi ko na napigilan na maluha ng ipinasok niya iyon sa akin at mabilis na umulos.

I'm not that wet, kaya masakit ang bawat pagulos niya tila isang parusa saakin.

"It hurts... Please"

"f**k. Ahhh. Masarap ka pa rin walang kupas!" Ungol niya.

At katulad noon siya na naman ang panalo at wala na naman akong nagawa.

Tinupad ang sinabi niya at inangkin ako hanggang umaga tila uhaw na uhaw sa laman...

***

Iyak ako ng iyak sa banyo kinabukasan he treat me like I'm nothing to him.

It hurts like hell how he molested me yesterday.

I never thought that he could do terrible things to me.

Nakarinig ako ng mararahas na katok.

"Get out now, huwag mo akong dramahan." He coldy said

Hindi ako sumagot ni hindi ko siya pinansin.

Ilang minutong katahimikan ng marinig ko ang kalansing ng susi.

Then the door opened.

He walked inside and looked at me darkly.

Hindi ko na lang siya ulit pinansin at tumayo na.

Ang tangi ko lang ginawa ay umiyak sa banyo.

Lumabas ako pero hinablot niya ang mga braso ko.

"Stop crying." I can't look at him.

Dahil pag ginawa ko iyon lalo lang akong nasasaktan.

Winaksi ko ang kamay niya pero mas lalo lang iyon humigpit.

"Ayusin mo ang sarili mo may pupuntahan tayo."

Don ko lang naalala ang anak ko.

Nasakanya nga pala ito at kinakabahan ako dahil doon.

"Asan ang anak ko."

I look at him.

"He's in my mansion. He's fine."

Umiwas ako.

Kailangan ko ng makuha ang anak ko.

"Kukunin ko ang anak ko. Aalis na kami."

I didn't saw his reaction basta na lang niya akong pinaharap at sinandal sa pinto ng banyo.

"At Sinong nagsabing pwede mong isama ang anak natin?" Tumaas ang kilay ko.

Ininda ko ang sakit ng katawan.

"Hindi mo ba narinig? Aalis kami dahil yun ang gusto ko."

His jaw tightened.

"No. Hindi mo isasama ang anak ko. " He said it with anger voice.

Like I care.

"Hindi mo siya anak." Naguuyam kong sabi.

Bakit? Isa lang naman ang ambag niya which is his sperm.

"I f****d you every day to make you pregnant and spill my spams in your womb, woman."

He f*****g had a dirty mouth.

"Yes. Pero hindi ka naman naging ama sa kanya." I admit.

Yun naman talaga ang nangyari noon.

"Dahil nilayo mo! At hindi ako papayag na gawin mo ulit iyon. " Sigaw nito.

"Wala akong pake sayong demonyo ka. Aalis kami "

Hinagis niya ako sa kama at kinubabawan.

"I won't let you go this time, you might carrying my second baby." Nanlaki ang mata ko.

He really made sure of it that night.

Like what happened before.

"Hayop ka" pinagsasampal ko Siya

Kinuha niya ang kamay ko.

"Itatali kita sa akin, magpapakasal tayo bukas na bukas din."

Mas lalong lumaki ang mata ko.

Kasal? Nahihibang na ba siya?

Akala ko ba ikakasal na siya at balak niya pa akong gawen kabit niya.

But. Why does the table turn this way?

"You asshole, ikakasal ka oo, pero hindi sa akin." I remind him.

"Ikaw lang ang papakasalan ko. It was all an act." What the hell.

"Hindi parin ako---"

I stopped when he said the words that bring fear in me.

"Pag hindi mo ako pinakasalan hinding hindi mo na makikita pa ang anak natin"

Hindi niya pwedeng gawin iyon.

Pero sino nga ba ang niloloko ko.

He can do anything, bullshits.

He never let me see Davon that day, not until we're married.

I don't want to, but the other side of me can't deny the fact the opposite.

He do me again that night after three rounds pinagpahinga niya ako.

Today is our wedding day. It was a civil wedding after that I saw my son.

I hug him tight. I miss him so much.

"Mum, is it true that he is my dad?" Sabay turo nito kay Damon

I expected it. Kaya tumango na lang ako.

"I'm sorry for keeping it, honey"

He smiled and faced Damon.

"Daddy!" He smiles and jumps to his dad.

He is so excited to see him and knowing the truth I never see him happy, not until now.

His eyes spark while looking at his father

"Hi buddy. I'm sorry if I'm a bit late." Damon smiles at him.

Hindi niya ako tinapunan ng tingin ang buong atesyon ay nasa anak lamang.

"Bakit ngayon lang po kayo? " Inosenteng tanong ng anak ko.

"Me and your mum had a fight, he got mad so she ran away, but guess what? Mommy and I got back together." Masayang turan nito sa anak.

Napalunok ako ng kunot noong bumaling ang anak ko saakin.

I mouthed sorry to him while I wiped my tears.

"That's all that matters now. Beside we make it up to each other and soon you'll have your little sister, are you excited?" Nanlaki ang mata ko.

What the... Bakit pati iyon kailangan niyang sabihin? Baka umasa ang bata.

"Really dad? I'm excited na po" galak nitong tugon.

Hindi ko na lang pinutol ang saya nito dahil alam ko din naman na walang makakapigil sa ama nito.

Lalo na at ilang ulit niya akong inangkin ng muli kaming magkita.

He didn't even use a condom and I'm fertile so there's a big chance.

Hindi ko din mapigilan mapangiti.

Bakit ba gustong gusto niya akong buntisin?

"Let's eat" agaw ko ng attention nila.

We ate and pack our things for our honeymoon iiwan muna si Davon sa mga magulang ni Damon.

Pumayag ako at wala din naman akong magagawa kahit na gusto ko itong isama.

Gusto kasi ng asawa ko na kami lang muna at susunod na lang ang anak namin after three days.

"I want us to be alone, wife. you have to make it up to me for the lost years."

Ngumuso lang ako hindi ko din mapigilan na maging masaya.

Oo tanggap ko na dahil ito naman ang dapat at wala naman din magbabago.

I need him.

He's the father of Davon and soon we'll have a second baby for sure.