Revi Hindi naman talaga ako nagseselos pero noong narinig ko kung paano niya sabihin ang pangalan ni Deonna ay parang may naramdaman akong kakaiba at hindi ko mapigilang itanong sa kanya kung may nakaraan ba sila noon. And when he did admit that he liked her before, the hollow feeling in my gut intensified. I hated feeling this way. I didn’t like the feeling of being jealous over someone because it’s petty. Sinong tanga ang magseselos sa nakaraan? That already happened. I cannot do anything to change it anymore. Hindi naman ako pwedeng bumalik sa nakaraan, hindi ba? Theo told me to be jealous. He wanted me to be jealous. He wanted me to mark my territory but I don’t think I can do that. I won’t work that way. Jealous and my name can’t be used in one sentence. He stared at my lips

