Utt fell asleep beside me. He caged me in his arms as he moved to reach for me, and I liked the feeling. I felt safe and secured beside this beautiful man.
I was happy, yet I was also still feeling confused of how to feel or what to do. Naalala ko ang narinig ko kanina.
"What she knows is that I'm... I'm his husband, and we're married. I changed my name to Emil, and her name is Kristine." Narinig kong sabi ni Utt, pero hindi ko pa rin maalala na ang pangalan niya ay Utt at hindi Emil. Hindi ko din maalalang ako si Katniss. At salungat sa sinabi ng kaibigan ni Utt na si Pyke, hindi ako nagalit nng malaman kong hindi pala kami totoong mag-asawa. Bagkus ay nalungkot ako. Kasi gusto ko si Utt na maging asawa ko.
My heart was touched nang malaman kong ayaw niyang mabigla ako
