UMILING ako, hindi tinatanggap ang sinabi niya. My throat was aching. Pakiramdam ko kapag nagsalita pa ako, iiyak nalang ako sa harapan niya.
It affects me a lot. How could I not? I feel like a puppet dancing in his palm. Para pala akong tanga. Mula noon hanggang ngayon. Even after I found out he's cheating, he didn't stop there. He was still playing with me all along. Lahat ng nangyayari ngayon, kagustuhan niya rin. At kahit pakiramdam ko, nagbago na ako, na kaya ko na siya, mali pala ako. Kasi katulad ng dati, kaya niya paring gawin ang gusto niya nang wala akong nalalaman.
"Bullshit," I tried to speak, fighting the urge to cry infront of him. "You think cheating is something you can repay?"
Tumigas ang panga nito. "It wasn't like that."
"No." I said, shaking my head in the process.
