As what my grandfather scheduled, I had to see a psychiatrist for my own good. I did not refused, because I know I needed it. After seeing a psychiatrist a couple of times, it hit me how bad I was as a mother. Because I wanted to harm my own child.
“I-I’m s-sorry baby…I’m such a terrible mother.” Hinaplos ko ang t’yan ko, alam kong hindi pa ito buo but still, may buhay itong nasa sinapupunan ko at pinag-isipan kong kitilin ‘yon.
“I promise…babawi ako. I’ll do my best to be a good mother. H-hindi ko alam kung p-papaano. Pero kaya natin ‘to anak.” I’m still overwhelmed. Parang ang bilis ng mga pangyayari.
Nag search ako tungkol sa pagiging ina at single mother. Now I want to do my best to be a good one, napaisip naman ako kung papaano ko bubuhayin ang anak ko, I need my own income. Nakak
