The day of my birthday passed. New Year passed. Hindi muna ako dumalaw sa ospital for almost two weeks since my birthday. I just want to sort out my mind. I don't think I can see her like that anymore. I'm afraid that I might break down again. And that's what I hate the most. Looking weak in front of Aki.
Second week of January ang balik namin sa school from Christmas vacation. Inayos ko na lang muna ang mga kailangan ko habang hindi ako dumadalaw ng ospital. Besides, I need to take a rest.
I also visited Louise's grave before New Year to say goodbye to her for the very last time. She was my one of closest friends, after all. Minahal ko rin siya. Maybe we ended badly but what matters the most is the happy memories, isn't?
New Year and everyone was busy celebrating while I was in my room
