It was really a tiring day. Leaving Paris to settle here in the Philippines exhaust the hell outta me. We need to settle here kasi sabi ni mama di na daw kaya ni lolo na bumyahe pa pabalik ng Paris and also nahihirapan na rin sya kapag nag wi-winter dun kaya, no choice.
Maple volunteered to go back in Paris to pack my paintings from my gallery and send it here kaya nga sobrang napagod ako sa pag aayos ng mga yun sa bago kong restaurant with a museum theme, syempre bida yung mga paintings ko.
For a week naging sobrang busy ko but after every day umaasa ako na baka may gawin si Dean na kahit ano to bring us back together hanggang sa matawa na lang ako sa sarili ko, I fuckin push him away and here I am hoping that he would do something to be with me. Idiot isn't?
I parked my car and walked
