For Keeps

Four

Kitkat was drunk and did not realize who Dominique was introducing to her. GP reluctantly helped Dominique bring Kitkat in the guest room. He discovers Kitkat's efforts and support to him as a fan. It touched his heart and made him feel sad. He drunk a bottle of liquor as he grieved Infin8's reality and his feeling of being a failure. He got so drunk that he decided to sleep. But he was awoken by Kitkat's tempting beauty as she initiated to do her wildest dream.

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Gabriel

Pinakinggan ni Gab ang lahat ng sinabi ni Kitkat hanggang sa makatulog ito.

Nagulat siya sa nalaman na mga ginawa ni Kitkat, pati ang mantra nito para sa kaniya.

He didn't expect that this gorgeous young woman in front of him did all those things just for Infin8 and for him. It deeply touched his heart.

He slowly bent down to face Kitkat.

He whispered to her ear. "What you did was so cool. Really!"

Pinagmasdan niya ang mukha ng dalaga na tila mahimbing na ang tulog.

He felt something he couldn't explain but it was definitely something positive.

He was in awe at this person he just met. And the other emotion that took him a while to figure out-- kinilig siya.

"You really think so?" Tears continued to shed from her eyes even if they were closed.

Nakangiti niyang pinagmasadan si Kitkat bago nagsalita. " Yes. Definitely. Thank you." He tried to comfort her by reaching her hand. "I'm sure that if GP or Infin8 knew about what you did for them, they'll appreciate it a lot, kaya on behalf of my group...err... I mean, the group...Infin8 and GP...thank you so much."

Bahagyang napamulat ng mata si Kitkat.

"Bakit nagte-thank you ka? Ikaw ba ang spokesperson ng Infin8?" takang tanong ni Kitkat sa kaniya. Tila nagsususpetsa na ito.

"I'm just amazed and thankful that you shared that with me." He truthfully said as he tried not to ogle at her heaving chest.

Habang pinagmamasdan niya si Kitkat ay napaisip siya. This is the first time he was face to face with an Infin8 fan in a not-so-formal setting-- his fan who was so drunk and candid right now because she was grieving for the group and frustrated, because she wanted to see him.

Napaisip siya kung paano kaya aakto ang dalagang ito kapag nalaman nitong siya pala si GP?

He remembered that Dominique said Kitkat did not behave this way when she was not drunk. Perhaps, Kitkat was not as bold as she was now.

Sa isip niya, mas mabuti pala na nagkita sila na lasing ito, dahil naibahagi nito ang mga efforts na ginawa nito para Infin8 at para sa kaniya. Most of the time, when he interacts and encounters fans, they would start to get flustered or star-struck with so much emotion that all the fans could do would be to tell him how much they like or love him or look up to him or idolize him.

And, if Gab met her during one of the tours, he probably would have considered giving her his attention and probably would have found a way to have a quick rendezvous with her-- that is if one of his older brothers in the group would not notice her first. But, then again, Kitkat confessed she 'loves' GP, so he guessed he would still be the lucky member of the Infin8 group.

Somehow, it made him feel proud to think that this lady beside him was sort of his. He did not have to share the same fan with the rest of the group.

However, he assumed he would not still probably pursue her even if it was possible for him to because she would become a target of paparazzi and a victim of bashing and hate, which hehe would try with all that he could to protect her from...or any of his fans, for that matter.

"GP, please please wag ka naman mashado mailap! Ginastos ko na nga yung savings ko para makapag-book lang dun sa hotel na yun...matanaw lang kita kahit sa malayo. Muntik pa akong pagkamalan na terorista ng hotel kakaikot ko sa lahat ng floors para hanapin yung suite mo. Huhu!" She grunted as she talked in her sleep.

Nanlaki ang mata niya sa narinig na ginawa ni Kitkat. He felt his face blushed.

"You are a crazy chic, you know that?" napailing siya habang patuloy na pinagmamasdan ang kabuuan ni Kitkat.

"I know, right? Nakakabaliw kasi ang Infin8. Lalo na si GP!" Pag amin ni Kitkat habang nakahawak sa ulo.

"Hey! Natutulog ka ba talaga o nakapikit ka lang?"

"Nahihilo ako." Iminulat ni Kitkat ang mga mata at tumingin ito sa ceiling, tila pinipigil tumulo ang luha. "Nakaka-impress kasi siya. He's so brave! Imagine, he left the comforts of his very convenient life just to undergo training in South Korea and the US to pursue his dreams. Iisang kuwarto lang sila natutulog ng mga ka-group niya kasi wala pang budget noon para sa kanila yung talent agency. Pero tiniis niya yun lahat. Bata pa lang siya grabe na ang determination niya to get what he wanted to the extent na he defied his parents and and endured being separated from his family? He dared to be different and not conformed kahit na ang pamilya niya ay mga politicians at businessmen. Despite his Dad being vocal about not wanting him to stop or delay his education, he was hardheaded and still pursued his dream."

"Hardheaded talaga?" napasimangot siya, ngunit hindi niya kinontra ang opinyon ni Kitkat.

"It hurt him a lot that his dad did not support him in pursuing his dreams, and yet he was still respectful to his family and he loves them so dearly! He would always mention his family and would declare his love for them in every concert... My love always mentioned them and thanked them for their understanding and patience as he tried to chase his dream in all their award acceptance speeches. How can a fan like me not love him? He is truly a golden boy...a golden good boy! Oh! Hindi na pala siya boy ngayon. Ahihihi! MAN na siya with 8 packs. One hot fudging man!" Kinikilig na kuwento ni Kitkat at bahagyang gumulong sa kama. "Pag nakausap ko siya, aayain ko na siya magpakasal!"

"Kasal kagad? Hindi ba puwedeng get to know each other muna? At saka paano mo nalaman na 8 packs abs niya?"

"Ni-research ko sa Google yung mga photos niya na umaangat shirt niya tas binilang ko. Hihihi!" Pilyang ngiti ni Kitkat kahit nakapikit ito.

"Baliw ka na, ate." Aniya. "Anim lang eh... mape-pressure pa ako nyan sayo, e!" Pabulong niyang sambit at sinilip ang kaniyang tiyan. He felt a bit upset that he did not meet the abs requirement.

"GP...my love!" Tawag ni Kitkat sa kawalan. "Kung naririnig mo ako, gusto ko lang malaman mo na uuwi na ako bukas sa Tolosa. After vacation, papapuntahin na ako sa US para mag-prepare sa coming school year. Hindi na kita makikita." Naiiyak na naman ito. "Maliban na lang kung gagamitin ko ang closeness ni Dada kay Uncle Percival..." naibulalas nito. "Pero hindi pa din eh... walang close relationship si Dada sa family mo, Love! Huhu! Paano na?" she said feeling frustrated and hopeless.

Naaliw siya sa tawag ni Kitkat sa kaniya. Siya daw ang 'love' nito. At na-curious siya sa sinabi ni Kitkat na close daw ang Dada nito sa kaniyang Uncle Pyke. He took note of asking Dominique about her background when he would get the chance.

***

Pinagmasdan niya si Kitkat at naalala ang mga sinabi nito kanina patungkol sa kaniya. Kitkat seemed like she knows his heart so well. It seemed like she heard his pain. Naantig siya sa mga sinabi nito. Sa tuwing ang topic pa naman ay tungkol sa pamilya ay naiiyak siya. Kahit sa concerts nila, kapag pamilya na ang pinaguusapan ay naiiyak siya.

Gab drank from the bottle he took from Kitkat. He contemplated on what Kitkat said, and felt touched.

"GP, f0ck me! S3x me! Make love with me! I want to have babies with you! Many babies that look like you!" Deklara ni Kitkat habang nakapikit at nagkukumpas ng kamay.

Nasamid siya sa pag inom ng alak dahil sa sinabi ni Kitkat. Napatingin siya dito at nakitang naghuhubad na ang dalaga.

"Hey! Hey!" Nataranta siya at tumayo papalayo sa kama. "Matulog ka na lang."

Nakaangat na ang damit ni Kitkat at kita na ang brassiere nito. Agad niyang ipinantakip ang kumot hanggang sa balikat ng dalaga. Sinubukan niyang tawagan sa mobile phone si Dominique upang ipaasikaso si Kitkat dito. Gusto na niyang umalis bago pa siya matukso o gumawa ng kapilyuhan. Ngunit nagdalawang isip siya kung dapat ba niya itong iwanan o bantayan.

Sa wakas ay sumagot na si Dominique at sinabing hindi pa ito makapasok sa loob ng bahay at maasikaso si Kitkat dahil may nagka-cat fight sa swimming pool area. Naga-away daw ang ilan sa mga kababaihan kung sino ang mas magaling sa walong miyembro ng Infin8.

Napa-iling siya sa nagiging epekto ng pagdi-disband ng Infin8 sa mga fans nito. Matagal na siyang nalulungkot at ni minsan ay hindi niya iyon ininda o ipinakita kahit kanino. Ngayon lamang niya hinayaan ang sarili na ramdamin ang lungkot.

He was unhappy with the decision of the members of the group. And he felt guilty that it was triggered by his collapse due to over-exhaustion. However, their talent agency was focused more on the profit even if the members of the group had been burned out already. Marami din patakaran na kinailangan nilang sundin para sa kapakanan ng mga ka-grupo at sa mga taong umaasa sa kanila. The fans did not know the isolation they felt regardless of how happy and positive they presented themselves to the public.

Bawal magkaroon ng relationships. Bawal girlfriend at kapag nalaman ito ng mga fans ay pihadong iba-bash nila at ija-judge ang mga ito. Kailangan naka-focus sa career. Bantay sarado sila at bawal maging imperfect dahil gagamitin ito ng mga kakumpetensya nila laban sa kanila. They did not leave room for the members to breathe. Sumusuko na ang kaniyang mga tinuturing na kapatid sa grupo. Some of them underwent depression because they were already successful and famous, and yet they were still unhappy and feeling empty. They were isolated, disoriented, and disconnected in their world and the real world. They only found brotherhood and a sense of family through each other in the group.

Despite of him feeling that way too, his desire to not fail or give up kept him going. He wanted to prove to his father that the compromises he made paid off and benefited him in the long run. Siya na lamang ang hindi bumibigay o nagrereklamo. Bagkus, ginusto niyang ipakita ang passion at commitment sa kanilang grupo na naging dahilan upang mag-collapse siya.

Tahimik niyang iniyak ang long overdue niyang pagharap sa pighati at disappointment. Hindi niya na napansin ang natutulog na si Kitkat sa kama. He just continued to finish the bottle of wine and got another one. He consumed it by himself. And when he knew he was already drunk and sleepy, he removed his thick eyeglasses and clothes and went straight for bed. He completely forgot that he had someone in the bed with him. Nahihimbing na siya ng tulog nang maramdaman niyang may humahalik sa kaniya. It was Kitkat.

"GP... I love you." She uttered as tears fell from her eyes.

"Im not GP..." he tried to deny. Ngunit naalala niya na na tinanggal na nga pala niya ang makapal niyang salamin. Maaring dala ng kalasingan kung kaya't ganito si Kitkat, o maari din naman namukhaan siya ng dalaga.

"GP, please...I know every part of you sa pictures. Ikaw si GP. Sure na sure ako. " Kitkat said and even pointed at the mole on his neck. "Itong nunal mo... alam kong may nunal si GP sa leeg, sa ilong, sa ilalim ng labi... " she confidently said in all her desirable naked glory that enticed him, as she went on top of him.

***

Gab tried to resist the temptation especially since Kitkat was already undressed, very tempting, and he physically needed to liberate himself from the hunger, which he never satiated nor explored due to the limitation of his stature.

He only had kissed and touched everywhere, but none that had gone beyond that. He never had a chance. He was always in a hurry, always busy, and the agency always prevented him to explore. But this time, this night, this moment with, it was being offered to him by this gorgeous lady, no holds barred, no turning back.

He felt her tense as he positioned himself in between her legs. He wondered if he was doing it all wrong since it was embarrassingly his first time. He had to remind himself not to be conscious or worry about his image.

"Do you want to stop?" he felt stupid to ask but he wanted to be sure Kitkat was into this as much as he was in their drunk state though.

But what the heck? He thought. We're both adults here, right?

"No, please continue. I'm just nervous..." napakagat labi ito at hindi na itinuloy ang sasabihin. It seemed she had inner turmoil, but then spoke, "I don't give a f0ck, anymore! Let's just do it or you might change your mind..."

"Me?" nagulat siya sa sinabi nito. "No. Definitely not." Pilyo siyang napangiti sa dilim.

He felt a sense of pride and a certain comfort that they were sharing this moment given it was both their first. Without reservations, he gently and carefully tried and tested on her the knowledge he gained from stories and by watching naughty videos to satisfy a woman.

Napakapit ng mahigpit sa kaniya ang dalaga at impit na napaiyak. Even if she already informed him, he still got surprised and tensed that he felt her tight, it almost scared him to push through with it. He could just imagine what she would endure if he wouldn't make her ready for him first. He instantly understood the ancient beauty, wisdom and appreciation of someone giving her virtue to a man. And he felt undeserving of it. No matter his immediate need and urge, he wanted to back out and pull away from her, but she stopped him. He felt her try to adjust beneath him, to accommodate him. Nakumpirma niyang gusto din nito ang nangyayari.

"Are you sure?" he asked as he gently nuzzled his face on her neck, smelling her perfume that he was guessing was Lanvin, and took note of knowing, though he wasn't sure why, since he knew that this was a one-night thing between them, and might not happen again.

She quietly wrapped her arms around his neck, and hooked her legs around him, as she hid her face at the nook of his neck, too. It felt intimate and he secretly liked it. It was a pleasant discovery to know that he actually wanted this kind of feeling with someone.

He felt guilty that he couldn't muster the strength to resist having her, but he was also relieved that she wanted to continue, because something inside him was telling him he wanted to continue, too. He inched away from her and cupped her face to kiss her swollen lips. He was the one who made it swollen and was proud of it. He planted hickeys on her smooth neck, down to her bountiful chest that he surmised no man had ever touched. His hand and mouth proudly claimed them and traveled down to hungrily explore her moist folds, teasing, caressing, massaging her that he was sure brought her to greater heights as he watched her shudder and slightly arched her back with the sensation his fingers and tongue brought her.

He wanted to make sure she was ready for him in his next attempt to thrust deeper inside.

He had a selfish wish that she would remember this special night for a very, very, very long time with him because just thinking about them not seeing each other after this night made him jealous that she would now have the freedom and the license to try it with another guy. He went deeper inside almost roughly, making sure he filled her every nerve ending and fiber for her to remember.

On the other hand, she gently touched him everywhere, as if she was trying to memorize every inch of him. It seemed too that she had been longing for him and was telling him that she wouldn't forget this special moment they were sharing.

He wanted to ignore it because he was afraid. He tried to think that was just a one-night stand. He kept ramming as he watched her raw emotion and whimpers while discovering his own emotions until they both reached their peak.

He felt damn good and knew it would make his mood positive for a very long time. It even made him fall asleep so easily.

No need for him to pop his sleeping pill for tonight, he thought.

He got awakened when someone shook his arm. It was Kitkat who was still asleep.

"Dom..." she moaned and reached for him. "Phone ringing..." mahina nitong sambit at nagtakip ng unan sa mukha.

He wondered why she called him 'Dom', but assumed that she must be dreaming. He sat up and looked around the floor for his phone. When he found his pants, he took the phone in its pocket and saw Lez was calling.

Lez reminded him of his 8:00 am call time for his workshop today. He looked at the time and it was 5:00 am. He muttered a curse and hurried to pick up his clothes and wore them.

Nagmadali siyang lumabas ng kuwarto at isinara ito, nang maalalang hindi siya nakapagpaalam kay Kitkat. He run inside the room to slightly wake her up.

"Love, I have to go. I'm sorry. I"m late." Paalam niya sa dalaga at hinalikan ito sa pisngi bago umalis.

It made him smile to utter those words. But he also felt guilty leaving her alone in the room. He just thought that he would get her number from his cousin later. Kailangan lang niya bilisan magmaneho upang makarating sa kaniyang condo sa Belair dahil malapit doon ang workshop area.

He had a conference with the whole cast of the teleserye. A Filipino version of Labyrinth where he would play as Jareth, who is the Goblin King. The Goblin King would fall in love with a girl named Sarah. The producers combined the story of the original Goblin King of Labyrinth and Goblin King Kdrama in one. As soon as the first episode was shown on television, marami kaagad ang nagbigay ng positive reviews sa story lalo na sa kaniyang unang paglabas sa television bilang isang aktor. Mas nangingibabaw ang mga kilig na emosyon ng mga tao dahil gusto nila ang karakter niya bilang si Jareth na sa unang palabas ay masama at pinapahirapan si Sarah, ngunit batid na ng lahat sa istorya na magbabago ang kaniyang karakter. Kaya naman excited ang lahat mapanood ang magiging progreso ng relasyon ng kaniyang karakter kay Sarah.

Mataas ang rating ng kanilang teleserye kaya naman matindi din ang pressure para sa kanila na pag-igihin nila ang bawat episode, kahit pa abutin sila ng magdamag masigurado lamang maayos ang delivery ng bawat eksena. Hindi na nga niya namalayan na halos dalawang buwan na pala ang lumipas, kungdi nga lamang nagpaalala ang kaniyang ina na si Shayla na dumalaw sa kanilang bahay dahil bibisita daw ang kaniyang Uncle Percival at gusto siyang makausap.