THE SMELL of white roses filled the air.
Nasa bisig ko si Atashia. She's been crying for hours. Ramdam ko ang pagkabasa ng damit ko pero wala akong pakialam doon, ang sa akin lang ay gusto kong pawiin ang sakit at lungkot na nadarama niya.
After I spilled the four words , sweat dripped from my forehead.
Hindi ko alam pero kinakabahan ako sa sagot ni Atashia.
Will she wanted to be tied to me forever?
That would be a lot to take in . Kahit na pinagbubuntis niya na ang anak namin. Still , I don't have the leverage to force her to marry me.
Hindi ako perpekto. I am bossy , possessive and dominating. I don't know if she want someone like me. Ilang ulit ko na siyang nasaktan and I don't know why she still accept me in her arms.
But I want her. I am selfish because I want her for me alone.
