Heaven's Revenge

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Heaven and Hell Playlist 2

참 이상해

분명 나 너를 너무 사랑했는데 (사랑했는데)

뭐든 너에게 맞추고

널 위해 살고 싶었는데

그럴수록 내 맘속의

폭풍을 감당할 수 없게 돼

웃고 있는 가면 속의

진짜 내 모습을 다 드러내

I'm the one I should love in this world

빛나는 나를 소중한 내 영혼을

이제야 깨달아, oh, so I love me

좀 부족해도 너무 아름다운 걸

I'm the one I should love

흔들리고 두려워도 앞으로 걸어가

폭풍 속에 숨겨뒀던 진짜 너와 만나

왜 난 이렇게

소중한 날 숨겨두고 싶었는지?

뭐가 그리 두려워

내 진짜 모습을 숨겼는지?

I'm the one I should love in this world

빛나는 나를 소중한 내 영혼을

이제야 깨달아, oh, so I love me

좀 부족해도 너무 아름다운 걸

I'm the one I should love

조금은 뭉툭하고 부족할지 몰라

수줍은 광채 따윈 안 보일지 몰라

하지만 이대로의 내가 곧 나인 걸

지금껏 살아온 내 팔과 다리 심장 영혼을

사랑하고 싶어 in this world

빛나는 나를 소중한 내 영혼을

이제야 깨달아, oh, so I love me

좀 부족해도 너무 아름다운 걸

I'm the one I should love

아 아 아...

I'm the one I should love

아 아 아...

I'm the one I should love, hhmm, whoo, yeah

..........

Keep your helmet, keep your life, son

Just a flesh wound, here's your rifle

Crawling up the beaches now

"Sir, I think he's bleeding out"

And some things you just can't speak about

With you, I serve

With you, I fall down, down

Watch you breathe in

Watch you breathing out, out

Something med school did not cover

Someone's daughter, someone's mother

Holds your hand through plastic now

"Doc, I think she's crashing out"

And some things you just can't speak about

Only 20 minutes to sleep

But you dream of some epiphany

Just one single glimpse of relief

To make some sense of what you've seen

With you, I serve

With you, I fall down, down (down)

Watch you breathe in

Watch you breathing out, out

With you, I serve

With you, I fall down (down), down (down)

Watch you breathe in

Watch you breathing out (out), out

Only 20 minutes to sleep

But you dream of some epiphany

Just one single glimpse of relief

To make some sense of what you've seen

..........

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Juda-ah-ah

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Gaga

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Juda-ah-ah

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Gaga

When he calls to me, I am ready

I'll wash his feet with my hair if he needs

Forgive him when his tongue lies through his brain

Even after three times, he betrays me

Ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh, ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh

I'll bring him down, bring him down, down

Ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh, ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh

A king with no crown, king with no crown

I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Juda-ah-ah

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Gaga

I couldn't love a man so purely

Even prophets forgave his goofy way

I've learned love is like a brick, you can

Build a house or sink a dead body

Ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh, ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh

I'll bring him down, bring him down, down

Ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh, ah-ah, oh-uh-uh-oh

A king with no crown, king with no crown

I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Ew

In the most biblical sense

I am beyond repentance

Fame, hooker, p********e wench vomits her mind

But in the cultural sense

I just speak in future tense

Judas, kiss me if offenced

Or wear ear condom next time

I wanna love you

But something's pulling me away from you

Jesus is my virtue

And Judas is the demon I cling to, I cling to

Just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Juda-ah-ah

Judas, Juda-ah-ah, Judas, Gaga

..........

My Lucifer is lonely

Standing there, killing time

Can't commit to anything but a crime

Peter's on vacation, an open invitation

Animals, evidence

Pearly gates look more like a picket fence

Once you get inside 'em

Got friends but can't invite them

Hills burn in California

My turn to ignore ya

Don't say I didn't warn ya

All the good girls go to hell

'Cause even God herself has enemies

And once the water starts to rise

And heaven's out of sight

She'll want the devil on her team

My Lucifer is lonely

Look at you needing me

You know I'm not your friend without some greenery

Walk in wearing fetters

Peter should know better

Your cover up is caving in

Man is such a fool

Why are we saving him?

Poisoning themselves now

Begging for our help, wow!

Hills burn in California

My turn to ignore ya

Don't say I didn't warn ya

All the good girls go to hell

'Cause even God herself has enemies

And once the water starts to rise

And heaven's out of sight

She'll want the devil on her team

My Lucifer is lonely

There's nothing left to save now

My god is gonna owe me

There's nothing left to save now

...........

You say that I'm messing with your head

All 'cause I was making out with your friend

Love hurts whether it's right or wrong

I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees

Begging, "Please, stay with me"

But, honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good

But now I'm thinking, "What the hell"

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me

You can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good

But, now what the hell

What? What? What? What the hell?

So, what if I go out on a million dates

You never call or listen to me anyway

I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day

Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play

You're on your knees

Begging, "Please, stay with me"

But, honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good

But now I'm thinking, "What the hell"

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me

You can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good

But now, what the hell

La la la la la la la la

Whoa, whoa

La la la la la la la la

Whoa, whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head, boy

I like messing in your bed

Yeah, I am messing with your head

When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good

But now I'm thinking, "What the hell"

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

All my life I've been good

But now I'm thinking, "What the hell"

All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about

If you love me, if you hate me

You can't save me, baby, baby

All my life I've been good

But, now what the hell

La la la la la la la la

..........

Was 27 surviving my return to Saturn

A long vacation didn't sound so bad

Was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting

Running on empty, so out of gas

Thought I wasn't enough and I wasn't so tough

Laying on the bathroom floor

We were living on a fault line

And I felt the fault was all mine

Couldn't take it any more

By the grace of God (there was no other way)

I picked myself back up (I knew I had to stay)

I put one foot in front of the other and I

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me out

That way

I thank my sister for keeping my head above the water

When the truth was like swallowing sand

Now every morning

There is no more morning oh I

Can finally see myself again

I know I am enough

Possible to be loved

It was not about me

Now I have to rise above

Let the universe call the bluff

Yeah the truth will set you free

By the grace of God (there was no other way)

I picked myself back up (I knew I had to stay)

I put one foot in front of the other and I

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me out

That way no

There ain't no

Not in the name of love

In the name of love (in the name of love)

That way

There ain't no

I'm not giving up

By the grace of God

I picked myself back up

I put one foot in front of the other and I

Looked in the mirror (looked in the mirror)

Looked in the mirror (looked in the mirror)

By the grace of God (there was no other way)

I picked myself back up (I knew I had to stay)

I put one foot in front of the other and I

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me out

That way

..........

Aren't you somethin' to admire?

'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror

And I can't help but notice

You reflect in this heart of mine

If you ever feel alone and

The glare makes me hard to find

Just know that I'm always parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'm here tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original

'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample

And I can't help but stare, 'cause

I see truth somewhere in your eyes

I can't ever change without you

You reflect me, I love that about you

And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'm here tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history

Tomorrow's a mystery

I can see you lookin' back at me

Keep your eyes on me

Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)

I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [10x]

Now you're the inspiration of this precious song

And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on

So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone

And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home

Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [8x]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you

My reflection, in everything I do

You're my reflection and all I see is you

My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [16x]