"You can't expect me to stay with someone who just threw my heart away five years ago." Hindi ko kayang pakisamahan si Adrian knowing how he treated me like trash five years ago. I was stupidly in love with him without realizing that I was losing myself. I was nineteen back then and he's four years older than me but I loved him to the point na wala na akong tinirang pride para sa sarili ko. Willing na nga akong isugal lahat para lang mapansin niya but not until I saw him that night, December 30 2015. I saw him having s*x with someone pero balewala lang sa kanya kahit nakita niya ako nung gabing iyon. He even told me that I can't satisfy him kasi "nene" pa daw ako. Sinabi din niya sa akin na hinding hindi siya magkaka interest sa isang walang tinirang pride sa sarili na tulad ko. That night
