"I don't know how to trust you again." As I said those words I now that I already gave in my trust to him. Noong unang araw na may nangyari sa amin after 3 years I trust him already, I-I just can't accept it to myself because I'm scared. Takot ako na aminin sa sarili ko na unti-unting bumabalik ang pagtitiwala ako sa kanya, dahil oras na masira ulit ang tiwalang yun alam kong doble baka triple pa ang bumalik na sakit. "Hindi ko naman hangad na magtiwala ka agad sa akin. You're second chance is all the matter to me baby. That's all what I want." He held my hand and bring it to his lips. Gusto kong hilahin pabalik ang kamay ko ngunit mas hinigpitan niya ang pagkakahawak dito. Nararamdaman ko ang mainit na luhang pumapatak sa aking palad. Past repeated itself. Bakit ba kasi ako nagpabaya?

