A rare moment like this sometimes made me fell into deep thoughts, thinking of what-ifs. What if I am Trinidad’s daughter? In Blaire’s position? What could be my life now? Maybe I will live peacefully in Canada or in France. Maybe I had a supportive French boyfriend. I had two dreams when I was a little. One was to become a successful Ballerina and the second one was to be a part of any creative related works. I could be successful now and happy. I don’t want to be a model. It was just so happened that when I was a kid I was always branded as pretty, town crush, and angel face. Many boys admire me— some of them tried to confess their feelings or they gave letters with chocolates. Teachers also love me for no reason. They were telling me to join the Little Miss Philippines or aud

