TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains scene/s that may be upsetting, disturbing, and/or traumatic. Please be advised.
Episode 41:
Today's color is red...again.
— I. R.
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It was both guilt and anxiety. Naikuyom ko ang kamay sa dibdib nang makaramdam ng kakaibang kaba. I was feeling guilty and sad for letting her leave. I just thought that we both need time as I was having a hard time myself.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko masabi ang totoo. May parte sa loob ko na ayokong mag-alala si Echo, or ma-bothered siya. She may not admit it but she's that kind of person.
Pakiramdam ko lang ay masyado na niyang dinadala ang pasanin na dapat sa akin lang. I kept feeling guilty that she knew almost everything, that she's struggling to keep up with me. I was supposed to make her happy
