I was lost in the clouds habang nararamdaman ko yung mainit niyang hininga sa batok ko, his arm was stretched out covering my eyes. Umulit sa pandinig ko ang mga sinabi niya. I forced a little laugh, "tama na Skate." Bulong ko. Maybe that was also the first time I called him by his name. Naramdaman ko ang unti-unting bitaw niya sa pagkakatakip sa mga mata ko. Yumuko ako, "a-ano ba talagang kailangan mo?" Ang sakit sa dibdib at hindi ako makahinga, hindi siya nagsalita. I clenched my fist at dali-dali akong humarap sakanya tsaka siya sinuntok. "Yan ba yung gusto mo?" Hindi siya tumingin sa akin. I wanted to punch him many times, I wanted to hit him harder than anything else. Pero anong ginawa ko? I just stood there and waited as my tears begin to fall. I cannot say what I feel, but m

